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- Location: holon IL
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Polarismad91
-As far as my manga goes, you already know that I haven't done anything about it except totally changing the whole goddamn plot for the tenth time. Seriously, HOW THE FUCK DID I GET MECHA IN IT !?! Sooner or later its gonna end up as a cheap neon genesis evangelion rip off. Anyway, feel free to tell me about your manga since you actually did something about it.
-Well, no help necessary. I somehow manage to pull myself together around this time (and I am, I fixed 3 grades already, and got latin off of my back by drawing a 2 meter tall roman on cheap brown wrapping paper, fuck, it took me 24 h total, but I can read newspaper for the next 2 months during it since I already have a sure D, also thanks to learning 50 latin quotes, and the best part is, I did it good enough that my math teacher wants me to do a latin woman for the latin teacher in exchange for a great ease in math, so thats another prob off my back ) and as usual I will pull through with mediocre grades without doing anything until the last 3 months of the whole school year. I'm lazy yet effective.
-How is Frank anyway? I have a friend who played nothing else matters in front of the school entrance, damn he rocks and plays in two bands and he is only as old as me. But it takes a lot of practice I guess.
-About all of that, looks like you had fun. Nice to hear, I wasn't really feeling all that social lately. I guess I'm just bored like that, but I did manage to improve a few on drawing. Also, www.posemaniacs.com ... its a good reference site, tho it has some flaws. But its free and practical.
-I have many Email's since I spend too much time on the internet, but its no better than this in a way. As far as Naruto goes, please leave me out of it. Not a fan. My ideas are either to keep doing this, get on a new social network, since there are enough of them out there, but they can get time consuming sometimes. I'm not really sure, but we'll figure something out I guess.
Also, thanks for the comment on Manga cats.
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04/24/08
Yeah right on dude if anyone deserves a vacation it's you I mean I don't remember the last time you even told me you had one, which makes me think they have you guys working WAY TOO HARD, ironically enough you start your vacation as soon as mine is ending (and I'm going to miss every second of it since from here on end I don't even have Saturdays off, the asses are taking it away from us along with the rest of our lives and hobbies I won't even have time to think until the middle of summer break, do you guys have summer break? Because I'm pretty sure that's the only time off we'll have together.
Wait you spilled tea all over your keyboard?! That's a first I mean it happened to me with coffee, fizz, cola, juice nut it has never happened to me with tea.
Ok changing the plot as you do the manga is a great thing because that might come off as a plot twist, doing it for the tenth time without even drawing or writing a thing is plainly being indecisive, and what the hell does Mecca has to do with anything? I thought you're going to go for this super uber awesome combination of technology and magic with angels that pack machineguns and demons with rocket hives strapped to their backs that fire rockets using gouse rails and magnets.
I'll send you the next chapter as soon is I'm done typing it which is going to take a very long time from where I'm standing.
My friend, you are a very great thinker just to think about what you've done takes more than what I have but making a 2 meter live size roman drawing that's a very great achievement, but you didn't draw it all at once did you? I mean a 24 hours marathon would drain you of just about everything.
Dude all I have to say is 'go for it' if you can get math off your back that would be great I can't even think of what my life would look like if I didn't have math (probably a whole lot better).
GO LAZY PEOPLE, US FTW.
Frank is doing great, I mean, I just gave him new vocal chords and an all body wax and all sorts of creams to keep his skin flexible and humid.
The song itself isn't really hard because you don't need really fast fingers to do it but you need very big hands or more correctly long fingers but that's only if you're going to play it as the tabs say you can play it in another way which means you don't need to move quick and you don't need fast fingers but I couldn't find it, and yes all songs need plenty of practice because you want to get used to playing those chords which can sometimes be pretty much of a drag but if you don't want to feel like your fingers are about to tear off while playing you'll practice.
What type of guitar does your friend have? (acoustic/electric/Spanish/plain) and how come you don't want to play a guitar it's great when you have a few minutes off and nothing to do and by god chicks dig guys that know how to play guitars, well as long as you don't play metal to them than they'll call you a freak and run away like crazy.
Thanks for the website I'm checking it out right now, all the poses look pretty much complex to me and how come they only draw females?
OK staying away from Naruto but still I would like to chat with you at least once (both online and in real life) and don't say ICQ because I never remember to turn the stupid thing on and I'm pretty sure that when I get back from school you get ready for bed or something like that.
You're welcome, I hope I didn't say too much BS in it.
I haven't really done anything this week plainly felt like talking with Frank and lying back for as much as I can before the biters come at me with school work again but I did get myself this tablet for my computer now I just need to find time to install it and practice using it, oh and I have a matriculation on Sunday it's on spoken Arabic so I'm going to prep all of today and tomorrow and see how it goes wish me luck.
This is M' sighing out
04/25/08
Polarismad91
School is boring, I am starting to fix my grades ect.
Why do you keep asking about my sister?!?
Hmm, maybe we should get a better way of communication, I'm loosing interest in yuku and ain't visiting it all that much lately.
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04/17/08
ho well guess you can't fix schoolwork and do art at the same time (now you know how i feel most of the year) but come on dude make an effort (lol i never thought i'd be the one saying this to you) and fix your school grades fast so you'd have free time to draw everyone said they would like to see the second chapter, and just so you'll know i'm somewhere next to you in the laziness department i've hardly maneged to finish my second chapter it's about as long as the first one but in a completely different setting and i've into-ed a new character assigned with the generic name of "Bruce" hell of a guy.
q: what are you studying at school maybe there's a topic i can help you out with remember i am pretty good at what i do.
that reminds me to tell you that i've had some time to work with Frank so now i can do Enter Sandman intro becoming insane intro and Nothing else Matters (everything but the ending) along side with a few jazz sections here and there so i'm all good.
i keep asking about your sister because i feel like taking a shot at my best Friend's older sister whom happens to live about 20 thousand kilometers away from me and is 4 years older than me (she's 22 right?) SARCASM, well that's all half true since i am looking for a GF and she'd probably live like 20 kilometers away from my house (i've started seeing a pattern in my relationships i'm starting to think that i'm a psycho which means i'm completely sane for the time being).
My class had a beach party two days ago it started at roughly 8 PM and ended somewhere around 3 AM it was a ball people did all sort's of crazy things like fighting with steak knifes which was completely stupid and somewhere around we had a dog pile on someone think of about like 15 guys on a single idiot the only thing funnier than that is that i rammed them off i mean that literally i ran into the pile head on and threw everyone around it was hilarious.
some of the guys brought three Vodkas i couldn't drink it so eventually i had to be the one that made sure that they can walk straight before they went home i allowed Mik to play with Frank the guy knows how to play man WAY BETTER THAN ME.
well communication...i have three solutions we can use a chat room and talk real time, we can keep doing this and you're saying that you can't do that and the last thing i can think of is e mailing each other directly i usually spend time on naruto arena and they have a chat room so we can also talk and play against each other when we're both online and they have a privet messaging system so we could still talk like this so i tend to believe that might be the best solution to our problem unless you can come up with a better way.
-dude i've just visited MC and critted your last catgirl mind telling me how come you don't have time to do anything but you still find the time to do fine great art? i'm starting to feel insulted (loads shootgun) and you don't want me insulted (takes aim at web cam) trust me when i say you don't (pulls trigger video transmition ends hears on speakers damn now i'm going to have to get a new one FUCK)
04/21/08
L Perfection
Thank you for taking the time to explain that to me. ^.^
No, my parents are still together and my dad doesn't have a weird job at all. Why do you ask?
Lol. I've heard about that justice system. I like the new one better. MUCH better. Some days, that system seems fair for some people...
GI Jane. I like that. ^.^ Yeah, that's exactly why I was going to light myself on fire. I'm good now though. I'm more under control like I should be. =/
Even if I get a note, I'll still have to serve the detention. I found out that it's better just to get everything over with than delay it. I'm glad that the note thing works for you. Lol.
We truly live in perverted times my friend, very, very, perverted times... =[ Don't even get me started on 8th graders. Jeez. My sister is in 8th grade, and she just got back from the "best party of her life", which was an all guys party. >.> I, of course, didn't tag along because I went to the kid's house in my pajamas and dropped her off. My mom said "Laura, do you even care about your appearance?" and I said "Sometimes. I don't want to impress any of her friends anyways. Jeez." What kind of honor does that girl have? Goodness. That's crazy.
I've never heard of it put that way before. OMG. I recommended my friend some nice bands and she's like "They aren't heavy enough for me." and then I said "No way. They are the heaviest bands that I know!" They were pretty heavy, F.Y.I. They weren't like Carmello or whatever the heck that group's name is...
Hmm... that's interesting. I'll definitely remember that after searching the ends of the Earth for it. =]
I'm sorry. I don't keep up on news or pretty much anything. I probably should though. -_-; I keep hearing about Israel in the Bible and that's why I thought it was older than the U.S.
Same here. I didn't write that much either. I look forward to hearing about your half girlfriend. I've never heard of a half girlfriend.
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04/12/08
Hey Laura what's up? How are you feeling this weekend? Anything new to tell.
Yay i'm 16 now thanks to you and your unbirthdaying me, i'm happy i can do the 10th grade again and get even better grades on all the exams YAY.
well i thought that they might not be together or that your dad has a weird job because you said that you won't meet your dad for another month so i thought that those are the only two possibilities that can explain the situation but because that's not it you'll tell me something i can't even guess.
Trust me the old justice system is way better from my POV since it can do everything you can do with the current one just that it's punishments were threatening but it had a short coming on truth but once i think about it so does the one the rest of the world uses these days so yeah we're both right on this one, but i mean think about it would make people think again before stealing something so the few thieves you'll have will be so good you'll plainly never know they took anything away from you.
Yep form this point on you are GI Jane L you may not do anything for yourself, as of this moment on the army decides what is good and what is bad for you, anything you require will be issued to you that will include boyfriends, a husband, off springs and if necessary an ex husband with a drinking problem, nah I'm just kidding but just so you'll know over here once I'm recruited I am not allowed to do anything without asking my CO before doing it, that includes attempted suicide i'm not kidding if I try killing myself I better do it right or once I'm ok the state is going to sue my ass for damaging IDF's property, it's the funniest thing I can think of they don't care about me almost dying but they do care about their destroyed property.
Wow you're school is about as dumb as a cinderblock I mean you do a proper reason for not being at school so what's the problem? Bloody retards I hope they die during from Oral sex and get buried with their mouth wide open looking like a blowfish (please let it be an open casket, I'm not asking for much just for someone to move the hinges, oh and by the way that's a profanity I used in my story so don't use it until I send the chapter to you ok?).
HOLD EVERYTHING your sister IE little sister with a name I can't spell correctly and have to go and check to make sure I did it right (Maureen), went to an all guy party with you dropping her off in your P.J.'s it's bold to say the least stupid if you care about what others are going to say about you (which you don't so there's no actual problem) I think you should make that clear to your mother, that you plainly don't give about what others think of you, or about those who judge you by your clothing, oh and the only thing that I find alarming is that your sister says that this was the best night of her life, what did she do kiss the number one guy or something?
That reminds me we had a party (me and the rest of my class) on the beach on Friday night we were on the beach having a BBQ it was a blast until we wanted to eat because the brainiaks forgot to post the meat in the cooler, they put it in the freezer so when we wanted to eat it, we had to break it done using our hands first, it wasn't fun and that's an understatement I brought Frank along for the ride and everyone had a hay day, just for you to know a guitar is indeed a big turn on for girls I have no idea why but when I started playing girls just flocked in and I'm not that much of a player either, later on people figured out it's time to break out the Liquor, which was BEER WINE AND Vodka since I'm one of the few people that won't drink I got stock with being the parental guide from that point on, you know making sure that everyone keep their cloths on (as hard as that my be to do since I can't really force a shirt on a girl without it looking like a rape and putting myself in danger of being sued for some article I can't really remember, and most of the guys are so fucking tall I have to jump just to get the shirt over their head and than there's the slight problem of making sure that these people can walk straight, remember where their house is and don't look/smell/ display any of the symptoms of being under the influence of alcohol when they leave I had to make some very funky phone calls to make sure people got home safely and there was this one guy Miki he's 2 years younger than I am, drank like crazy he was so wasted I had to stay with him to 2 AM before dropping him off home, add to that the one hour walk from the beach to my house and come up with an excuse to why in god's name am I one hour late from the time my brother showed up at the doorsteps I just kept telling myself throughout the whole thing "Myayn yatza sod" 'on came wine and out came a secret' and I have some very dirty secrets to keep to myself.
If someone says that a band isn't heavy enough for him tell him he/she should go on a diet the really heavy bands are about as coherent as anyone with a pair of pliers holding his tongue.
Say how come that you didn't ask a Jew who lives next to you I mean every little town should have at least one Jew in it, most have a whole community you could have just gone and asked one of them, though your town might be too small for Jews to live in (note to self find out where does Laura live).
Wow that's truly an honest mistake, but here's what you should know: in the bible the name Israel is given to Jacob after he battled an angle in his dreams and stood his grounds that's why the name was given to the people because they are the sons and daughters of Israel later on in the Kings books the kingdom splits in half (well not exactly half more like 10 on one side and 3 on the other really bad because in the end they didn't even help each other at times of war and there are plenty of very annoying things they did which I have to know because I'm going to be tested on it eventually.
Anyway one half was called the kingdom of Judaiya because the main tribe there was Judah the other was called the kingdom of Israel because there was no main big tribe because they had all the big tribes except for Judah.
Ok a half girlfriend/boyfriend is when your he/she is dating someone while seeing you or they keep you on hold to when they are seeing someone else but are already planning on breaking off with that person (you shouldn't wait more than two weeks because then they're just yanking your chain to see how long can they keep you on standby (not something you like) anyway Oxana is pretty much like me, she's flexible just like me only my flexibility is hereditary and her's is because she dances a lot so she keep on stretching herself, she's a very nice person a great listener which is a very good thing considering I can't keep my mouth shut, she's as skinny as I am but I think that's because she's Diabetic not because she has an overly whelming metabolism like I do on and on we've only been together once so we don't know that much about each other aside for the fact that I know that she believes that if you want something enough it will happen (I'm testing that on my right arm, I've been wanting it to heal for about a year now and I've done everything the DR told me to, that includes crushing a tennis ball with my bare hand I can do it about 10 times now and it threw my body WAY out of proportion since my right half is more defined than my left half but most people don't notice until I take off my shirt because my right chest muscle is about one and a half times bigger than my left one so I do whatever I can to keep my shirt on and not let go.
I have a question, was what I did right?
The situation was like this after the party I ran into two of my protégés on the beach they were chasing after a guy whom stole their cell phones about their age meaning your sister's age (their in the 8th grade as well) so anyway the guy and his partner in crime run off into the boys bathroom in a diner and we go in after them they go into the booths and lock the doors behind them we tell them to give us the phones back and they'll leave with their pants unsoiled they didn't believe us (I'll drop the colorful adjectives they called us) first I tried opening the booths from the outside using my key (not a specific key just one I had on me) I almost did it but than one of them noticed and turned the knob shut and kept it like that so I couldn't do a thing next I noticed that the walls of the booths were made from 15 CM cement so I decided to climb over and move from one booth to the other forcing them to give the girls their phones back, I told the girls to keep the doors locked and wait to catch the guys if they run off screaming, I climbed on the side of one of the booths the guy didn't notice me until I grabbed his hat off his head, he looked up and screamed something like "OH GOD DUDE THERE'S A DEVILE OVER ME" I used his hat as leverage and he gave the one phone back to the girls up to here everything went smoothly but the other guy noticed me when I climbed over to his booth I guess it was because I eclipsed the lights with my hair so he opened the door and bolted through the girls after a little chase he met up with his older brother whose pretty much like me just he's a year younger after a few minutes of explaining the situation I got the other girl's phone back and the kid got scolded by his brother.
So after this overly long simple story (which is all true in case you're wandering) I'm asking if I should have done anything differently? Have I done something wrong? Hope to hear from you soon your friend Matan.
04/21/08
L Perfection
04/11/08
Polarismad91
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04/05/08
right umm good convo let me think about that....
how's the manga going? school? sister? anything you can just come up with from the top of your head say it i really want to keep this ship afloat
04/12/08
L Perfection
No, it's fine. Hanging out with your ex is cool unless you have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Then, I don't think it is.
I've never heard of quarter siblings before. Are they like step brothers and sisters?
Wow. That's a horrible way of being nice. Then again, my nice isn't that great either -- depending on the person that is. My mother said I hurt my father's feelings the last time he was visiting and now he's not visiting for another month. =[ I was trying to be nice. Jeez.
I don't know. People sue other people for the stupidest reasons and take advantage of the wonderful court system we have in the U.S. The only reason I'd go to court would be because someone murdered someone close to me, stole stuff, and that stuff that you have to go to court for. I was thinking the other day that if I wrote a song, a poem, or a story and someone stole it without my permission, then I'd definitely go to court. Why do you ask?
I'm sure there are some girls that have good upper body strength. I really haven't met very many yet. Thanks for the lesson. Lol. I'll remember that.
I am definitely over Colin, man. I'm not going to invite him over this summer. :P Nor Ryan for that matter. I don't like him for obvious reasons.
Still she calls them suicide games because they are so, well, crazy I guess. You should have heard what I did this week. I was outside and I was like "Hey, I should light myself on fire!" and then I poured gasoline on myself and then I was like "What the hell am I doing?" and I jump in my neighbor's pool and walk inside. Problem solved. =] OMG. I love Russian roulette. :3 I've never heard of Ody before -- glad I did. Yeah, I did sleep in my basement. I believe that my house is haunted. =] No, I don't know what a sick puppy is.
God, snakes just scare the hell out of me. Last week, I was having dreams about snakes every night! It was horrible.
My dad likes to tease a lot. =] My mom doesn't talk about her relationship with my father, so I really don't know. If I ask her, she doesn't answer. Yeah, my grandparents aren't really alive anymore. They've been gone ever since I was around 2 years old.
Um. . . I was probably pissed at her that day. Lol. Skibies. Yeah, trust me, after that I had to apologize and I kicked his ass later on. Then I had to write an essay about self control. I'll show you self control. Jeez. My hand was so cramped. Lol. Okay, I'll drop the thong thing.
Yeah, we really do. Guess who just got a detention? Me. -_- Well, I already served it. EVERY DAY AFTER SCHOOL UNTIL 5:00 PM ALL WEEK! Really, the woman should have given us a break. It's not as bad as the kids who skip school to smoke pot or beat someone up. My mom likes that dentist and she doesn't want to go local. It will save on gas and gas is really expensive, but she doesn't want to do that. I can't slap my dad because he's my dad. I just ignored him and hurt his feelings, as I told you. We hadn't talked in 3 months and now he's annoyed with me.
Romans is an awesome book. :3 Aww, your a good boyfriend. Your girlfriend would be proud. Jeez. Are all girls sluts these days? Except for me. I'm old fashioned. :3
You didn't know that that was another word for donkey? I've known that for a while, but I didn't know the chicken thing. I know you know what your talking about, but I'm just going to believe what I want to believe.
I feel bad for her actually. She's living with her aunt because her grandmother and her mother don't want her.
Really? I didn't know that. Music is the best right now. Oo! I found a bunch of new bands to listen to. I never knew I could listen to heavy metal. :3 I still hate Korn and Slipknot though.
No, I really haven't. You can really just tell me what it means, Mr. Smarty Pants. :P
I thought Israel was older than that. 60 years is younger than America. Anyway, OMG that sounds like an interesting game. You sure outsmarted them. =]
Sorry this was kinda short. I'm not very talkative today, or for all this week really. =/ See you next time.
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04/05/08
Hi Laura
that's so sweat of you remembering my B-Day but there's a snag it's on the 28/11 not the 08/11 but thanks for the gesture anyway.
Quarter brothers and sisters are something like adopted siblings it's just that you adopt them after you're stuck with them, it goes like this if two people get married and they both have kids they'll be step brothers of what degree i don't know so don't ask, anyway if one of the newly fond couple decides to split and leaves his kid with his ex-mate he'll be a quarter brother (almost like a quarter jew in the Holocaust).
i'm probably really going to regret this but... are your parents divorced? or does your father have this overly weird job in the north pole (please tell me it's this one).
Well i don't really remember why did i ask you about the American justice system at that moment it was probably out of an impulse but i can tell you that it wasn't that hard in the old days they had a great justice system (in the bible that is) if you killed someone intentionally than you're to be killed no matter what (even if you went to the temple they were instructed to tear you out by all means and kill you) if you killed someone by a mistake than you'd run and hide in a sanctuary city until a cheon (our equivalent of a minister or a priest at the time) would have died and than you were free, someone stole form you? you get to see him have his hands cut,
the guy hurt you and caused you irreparable damage you get that body part in gold as welfare. and let me tell you there would have been no appeals (can't really stitch the guy's hands back) but they didn't have any crime so it makes up for that.
you're welcome always happy to be of service in gym or in any other matter.
wow you really are a brave little GI Jane aren't you but come on lighting yourself on fire aren't you thinking that this is getting suicidal? i mean 3 degree burns aren't that much fun for just about anything, well you might not know what a sick puppy is but you're one so you'll figure it out.
Dear god what the hell? keeping anyone anywhere for that much time is sheer abuse what the hell were they thinking? and couldn't you get a note from your mom that you were at the dentist's? if that wouldn't have helped than you could just skip detention i mean it's not like skipping class just to beat the stuffing out of someone jeez those guys are up tight.
personally whenever i get detention (very very VERY RARE) i just get a note from my mom that says that one of my cosines is getting married and i have to be there blah blah blah the trick is to remember it because they'll try and test you to see if you were at a wedding or not (they asked me what did the Rabi tell the groom to say "and thou are sacred to me as of the religion and justice of Moses" and "if i'll forget you Jerusalem may my right be forgotten, my tongue stick to my pallet if i won't put you on top of my joy" (stuff i might have to say one day).
Regarding your question about girls being sluts the answer is a big positive on that; this week i joined a program at school so during recess i go to the Junior high and try to lead the strays back to the flock so while i'm talking to some 8th graders and a few of their Friends join in so i'm like what the hell this can work out so i keep on talking and trying to explain to them why they should try and keep themselves within the school and one of the Friends calls me i look down and she's playing with someone else's breasts (through her fucking shirt!) and she's asking "wanna try?" i was so fucking embraced i thought i looked like a tomato, i kept my compose and said "No" and they're like why? maybe you like boys better and than i tell them that while they don't see it that way they are in fact grown people (or physically for that matter) and i'm not going to violate that girl's honor because she's a person not some call girl after that i calmly went away walked all the way to the bathroom and let my knees pop i thought i want to die later on that day i learned that one of them has a boyfriend whose hands weigh like my head he thought that because i didn't touch his girl i think she's ugly so he punched me in the jaw made a solid hit too probably would have hurt a lot if i wouldn't have dislocated my jaw before he struck it scared the crap out of him he though he had broken my jaw and it plainly hung off my head like it was on rope attached to my head or something and when i put it back in place he plainly ran away screaming i'm a monster or something like that.
everyone can listen to heavy metal but the question is can they survive it?
so you give? oh well here you go: עד לא ידע which is pronounced ad lo yada means until thou could not know but translated it it's original context it would mean until you couldn't tell between Mordechi the righteous and Hamen the wicked there's a whole legend behind it and i'll send it to you next week when passover begins and i'll have the time to write it all down.
Yeah most people think that Israel is older than 60 but they're wrong (judging by the amount of trouble we've gotten ourselves into i'd say we're at least 130 years old) but what made you think that Israel is older than the USA i mean you guys voted for us in the UN about 62 years ago on the 29 of november.
wow looks like i wrote another short one damn i'll make up for it next week promise i'll even tell you about Oxana she's a half girlfriend
04/11/08
Polarismad91
-Well, Its not the same with people over teh internets. Just like cybering. Its not the real thing. You're still a friend, but yeah, would be better if we knew each other in real life.
-Lol, you know, you can always cash in your flexibility.
-Lol, good point. Tho I'm actually considering if I should get a beard.
-I never heard of Kaveret. Would love to hear bout them.
Sorry for the short reply, I'm having hell with school, so I'm low on time...
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03/29/08
dude i'll be short consiset and catchy on this one just like you've been for the past month:
Find the time and write a desent reply or better yet just start a talk we'll figure out what to talk about later but right now it'll be good if we talk.
04/04/08
L Perfection
I guess some of that has to do with science, but other than that, I don't understand when you'd use that. I guess it'd be good to know if it comes up in conversation sometime. "Boil" sounds familiar. Hmm. . . Did I study him? *ponders*
That's nice that you invited your ex girlfriend over for dinner. ^.^ I probably wouldn't, depending on the guy, because my old childhood friend, Ellie, said that she'd remain good friends with her boyfriend, but he's been ignoring her and all of that fun stuff, so, they aren't talking, which is why, I guess, I wouldn't invite an ex boyfriend over for dinner or anything.
Yeah, that's true. The youngest gets all of the attention. If your smart, you just begin to not care. Do you know if half siblings are still counted as siblings in a family?
I guess. I haven't been in many verbal fights before, so I wouldn't know. I almost got into a fight with that girl that likes to punch everyone today. I wasn't scared at all. I was showing my friend something and she screamed "Excuse me!" to get to her locker, which was right in front of her and then I said "Why? You're right in front of your locker." and then she got angry and she was about to hit me, but she refrained from it because she just came back from a suspension and the girl that she hit got a restraining order against her. Anyways, I, like any girl, have poor upper body strength, so I envy you when you say that, but it'd be kind of weird if I had big arms and forearms. I have strong legs though. One of my classmates that I work out with can't do anything with her legs but walk because if she tries to stretch them out she could seriously hurt her self. So, instead of working my legs out, I have been lifting weights and stuff with her when we are in the weight room for gym. My upper body strength increased by 2% (which is a lot when you only meet 30 minutes every couple of weeks) and I can't wait to start running again. =D
Yeah, you have me and Colin right. I swear to God that he liked me and we had the same feelings for each other and everybody thought we'd make a good couple and we'd end up going out and everything else. It kind of hurts at first, but I've gotten slowly over it. It's not Colin's fault that we both moved away from each other. My sister wouldn't shut up about the time that I was in the car with him. Just me and him. We really didn't do anything. We just talked and hit each other like always.
Yeah, what I did was out of pure stupidity and trust me, I'm still suffering for it. I was being hasty. It will go away in another couple of days or another week. I am usually careful not to hurt myself because it's going to be a pain in the butt for many days, which seem like weeks. I told my friend Heather and she thought I was playing my "suicide games" again. I told her that once I lived outside for three days, slept in my basement to see if there was any supernatural beings there, and I jumped off the room and onto a trampoline (as you know).
Wow. That's pretty hot. Around here, the highest it has ever gotten has been about 120 degrees Fahrenheit (don't ask me to convert that into Celsius because I absolutely suck with units of measurement and everything of the sort that has to do with converting). Those days are insufferable, but when it's about 80 degrees Fahrenheit, that's good weather. All you need is shorts and a T-shirt and you're good to go. I'd want shoes though because I really don't like going anywhere barefoot. Especially in the country with a yard full of garter snakes. *shivers*
Aww! That was a cute story! That's probably one of the best stories I've heard in a while. Too bad my parents won't tell me the real story about how they got together. My dad keeps saying he met my mom on a mountain in the Alps in Austria singing the main theme to the Sound of Music.
I am reliable, well, sort of. I guess I judge myself too hard, but I don't think I'm reliable. My friend said that I'm reliable. She says whenever she needs help or an answer, I'm always there, and my sister says so too, but I think they're lying. My sister also told me her crush's name and told me not to tell anyone and I haven't. The only time that I hurt her feelings was when we were in elementary school and I told my friends that she wasn't wearing any underwear that day and my friend, Ryan decided to tip her over. Then I was pissed off and I had to get called down to the office. Everything is very strict at a Christian school. Here at CHS, kids shank each other all of the time and the girls are almost always showing off their thongs. Sometimes it's gross when a "pleasant plump" person decides to wear one. That's a different topic though.
Yeah, all the stupid things I did in 8th grade weren't ever recorded, but in 9th grade every detention I get, every tardy I get, every day I miss, goes on my permanent record, which colleges look at to see if I'm reliable or not. I'm still in 9th grade, but I think it's important to have a good education, no matter how much I detest school, I strive for ultimate perfection. I haven't been tardy or caused anyone any trouble this year and I've been piling a lot of work on my shoulders and putting myself through unbearable pain to get where I am today so I don't want to waste it on anything stupid and irrational. The only thing that I did wrong this year was "illegally" miss a day of school this year for a fucking dentist appointment that takes over 5 fucking months to plan because it's a top notch dentist that we are going to see and when you are scheduled to go, you'd better go. So, the attendance Nazi gave us a hard time and told us we needed a doctor's note or we would have to pay $300 truancy fine, so we went 100 miles to the dentist's office, got a note, and came back and she said it wasn't good enough and that we had to only be absent for a half a day. I kindly explained to her that it takes a long time to get to our dentist's office and it takes months to schedule and she was like "I'm sorry hon, I didn't make the rules." So, she gave us some sympathy and made me illegal for half of a day. I was pissed. Extremely pissed. I haven't been so angry than that time that my father told me that I was going to be nothing when I grew up and that I'd have a poor husband in the country and he'd be a lazy ass and I'd have a bunch of stupid kids and I'd be happy with that life. Man, I couldn't be stoic and keep a straight face with that one. I burst out into tears and said I'd never talk to my dad again, but I did, but I still don't like him. He has no right to say that to me! Anyways, sorry. I was kinda trailing off there.
I know! Kids don't know what love is. They confirm it everyday. I base true love off of a verse in the Bible. My parents have a picture up on there wall in their bedroom that said "Love is patient. Love is kind. Love does not envy. . ." I don't quite remember where it's located in the Bible, but I have a strong feeling it's in Romans.
Ha ha. I really don't like to swear, in fact, I try very hard to not swear. Well, I consider swearing taking the Lord's name in vain, but I don't know where people got "shit", "ass", and "fuck" from. They're just bad words you shouldn't say but you do anyways because you think you've matured. I still try not to say those words (even though I just did). When I was in 7th grade and I was still naive, some girl turned around and said "Laura, you're a whore." and I said "What's a whore?" and she laughed at me, shook her head, and turned around. Then, someone told me what it was and I asked her why and she said because she saw me flirting with some guy and I said "What's flirting?" and I still to this day don't know what it is. Still, one day in 9th grade that same girl turned around and said "Laura, you're a whore." and I said "Oh yeah, that's right Marra, I'm the filthiest prostitute in the world and I absolutely love to engage in sex even though I don't even know the first thing about sex and I've never dated anyone and I have this heartless no guys policy." then she turned around and the next day she called me a nerd because I was helping her with her math homework.
I'm sorry about "lashing" out on you for misspelling my sister's name. Heck, I had to say "Reen" because I couldn't even say it when I was little, let alone spell it. I'm kind of having a hard time right now. I don't know what it is. Whether it's teenage hormones or it's depression. I've been having little melodramas and mini spiraling depressions here and there. It sucks. I feel half empty and alone and I feel like shooting myself in the head. No really. I almost slit my wrists again the other day! It took me 5 months to kind of break that habit. I don't want to have to go through that stage in breaking the habit where I couldn't wear anything red, draw on white paper with red pen whenever I felt like I was going to kill myself, I had to stay away from depressing music, keep myself focused on staying alive, and I had to talk about the stupidest stuff and take deep breaths just to try to break that habit. Anyways, that's my personal problem that I'm too proud to admit that I need help. :D
Oh goodness. I'll die if I have to read that. I'm already angry that I have to read To Kill A Mocking Bird next year. Why can't the teacher change it up a bit? They read it every year ever since the guy started teaching! I'm sure that he's tired of reading it. The English teacher said that she's read Romeo and Juliet 37 times already.
Ah! I'm going to try once again to find what it means, I'm sure it's something interesting from what I've found so far.
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03/25/08
-Oh well i guess that that's just the type of person you are, can't help you there, i'm going to be so full of myself for as long as i can and be happy about it.
-yeah i guess that it doesn't really have that much to do with science after all, and no it isn't that handy to know during a conversation because i'm guessing no one is going to ask that question anywhere at anytime but yeah i am thinking really hard why would someone call his kid 'boil' maybe they named boils after him (or his parents seriously hated him when he was born). that reminds me i have another chem test tomorrow so keep your fingers crossed this one is the last one before the final exam and i have to get an A+ on it, it's about C compounds, seciometry and anatomical structure and proprieties.
-hey look just because she's my ex doesn't mean that we can't be friends though it does turn abit augured when people figure out the things we did.
-yes i do know that half brothers/sisters still count but that doesn't work with quarter siblings since you don't have any blood relations between you and them.
-Ok let me explain to you how does it work with people that hit others, they have this bobble they live in and whatever gets into it can't make it out whole so in a way she was trying to be nice to you.
-tell me are lawsuits in the USA a national sport or something? you drag each other to court over every little topic there is i mean, first graders: he stole my lunch during the 2nd period 20000$ lawsuit and three years later, or maybe it was the teacher that took it hmmm.
-trust me not all girls have poor upper body strength some of the girls in my class can punch the living daylights out of both of us (that is if the can manage hitting us) and here's your first martial art lesson for free remember this one it can save your life if you'll implement it correctly) it's called "2 to tango" the whole concept of martial arts requires a minimum of 2 people involved that is way that if we cancel this condition there will be no fight, it can be summed up to a word "RUN" and that's all there is to it.
-Wow 2 percent is alot by most standards i try to build my strength up (well more like my speed) in simple ways and every week i make the set bigger by 5 extra and it works i started out at 25 of everything and now i'm at 50 i still look a weird as hell thanks to my oversize forearms which is why i usually wear a shirt with sleeves down to the elbow.
-Distant lovers shall/will never meet it's a paraphrase i used to remember the bones of the wrist and you guys match it perfectly guess you're going to have to get over Colin (unless one of you is planning to move back).
-trust me what you did wasn't a suicide game the real deal is Russian runlet and Ody (it's like RR just with an automated pistol and you have to get the clip out before the guy pulls the trigger plenty of people die playing it since you have about 70% of getting shot in the face, wait, you slept in your basement? boy you are one sick puppy has anyone ever told you that?
-120 F is give or take 30C which i have to admit is pretty hot but we had hotter than that around here a couple of times, but i don't think that Garter snakes are a problem here we have vipers and a snake that bites without even opening it's mouth and it can hit it's back while your holding it but not garter snakes.
-sounds like your dad has a very figment imagination but hey whatever he likes, what's your mom's side of the story? but for the real answer you should go and talk to your grandmother or grandfather (i can't remember if told me they are dead so sorry just in case).
-Ok notes to Laura:
a) i think your reliable and so does your sister, your friend and my brothers (they don't really know but thinking about it neither do i so i guess it's ok) and basically you have the 3 jews condition making it a reality (if you ask 3 jews if something that has nothing to do with religion a question and they say the same thing it HAS to be true, even if it says that the world is flat).
b)why would you tell anyone your sister isn't wearing any skibies? are you trying to get her shanked and you should really consider your relationship with someone that does that to your sister.
c) what's up with thongs i mean i just don't get it nobody gets to see your underwear anyway so what does it matter how do they look like? the only way to see someones wearing a thong is that he/she will go around with no pants (i've seen people do it, i thank god i was wearing jeans that day or else it would have ended with me having to explain alot of things to girls that think that being topless in school is cool).
-wow you guys take detention way to heavy i mean yeah you can count the days i haven't gone to school on one hand but damn why can't they just accept your mothers note that she took you to the dentist it's not like you've been away for 4 days or anything like that just half a day but going to a DR 100 miles away that sounds really overkill i mean the guy is good ok but you're going to pay less to the appointment when you compare it with the amount of gas money you're going to need. and because your dad said that to you, i think you should smack him across the face maybe he doesn't realise it just yet but you're at the most varnable time of your life and need all the positive reinforcing you can get.
Romans? i don't remember that book guess i can't remember it all but yeah like we both agree children today know not what true love is, all they know is MTV and pop music and killen' each other over petty stuff, like i said two paragraphs ago some girls though it would be amusing (to say the least) to walk around the school topless and in a thong for a very prolonged period of time, for me it wasn't i mean it's hard as is to concentrate during these classes but now you have a physically mature woman, almost completely naked sitting right next to you, all i'll say is that just not wanting to grab a sneak peek was a challenge but after two days they noticed that some of the guys plainly ignored them (me my brother and 9 more guys) so they did anything they could have done to get us drolling like dogs, i mean think about the following from a guy's point of view (IE we're horny for about all waking time): my girlfriend is away on visiting family and won't be back for the close week and a half so i haven't even been next to a girl for 4 days when this happens than while i'm going to the bathroom to pee these brain deads walk into the guys bathroom close the door (that usually means stay away smokers here) and the second i'm done doing my thing i pull my pants up turn around open the locker's door and what do i see? seven girls all have a a bra size that's half of my IQ at the very least and they're standing there flailing around by god i though i was in heaven and hell at the same time i closed my eyes because i really didn't want to be tempted but like that i can't walk out of the bathroom because i can't see so what do these dumb bimbos do they ask "Matan why won't you look at us?" go and explain to these hussies that i have a GF that i really like and i don't want to act like an ass when she's away because that just fucktarted and because that even though they don't honor themselves by walking around like that i still want to respect them as humans not as a way of getting of during school time.
-Shit; i have no clue ass is another way of saying donkey go figure how it got the meaning it has today, fuck is from the germen word Flicken which means to strike.
and saying god's name in vain isn't the original commandment it's a very loosely translated version from the original hebrew version it says "lo tomar at shem adonai lshave" thou shall not say thie lord's name in vien if you read it word to word but the true meaning is this in old hebrew (not the type i speak the older one) vein also ment lie meaning you shouldn't mention god's name (yaho) in a false context of perjury during court (that was a really big problem during court in those days) because it will cause someone to receive a death sentence when he doesn't desrve one and for that god will not forgive. (trust me we covered this thing three weeks ago and i was tested on it on Wednesday i know what i'm talking about).
-wow that girl is a complete ingrate i'll bet her mom and dad are related (that's my favored way of swearing saying someone's an inbred.
-wow staying away from depressing music here is an impossibility, it's what half of the country listens to.
-Have you found the meaning of עד לא ידע yet? you have until next week this is plainly taking too long.
-on Thursday we had some guys from the army 9(navy for the record) jump in and explain the values of the army to us (cooperation, perseverance, ingenuity stuff like that) because Israel's 60th birthday is just around the corner anyway they had this game that whenever the guy drops his marker we all have to get on our chairs and stand the last person to stand had to do 40 push ups i was the only one who didn't play along and kept sitting because i just can't do that i have a condition in my right hand that prevents me from doing alot of things in the end they asked me why and i said "look i have immunity anyway and you can't do anything against it so i helped the team by drawing your attention while all the slow people get to go on top of their chairs and you won't notice them because you're focused on me" they said that it wasn't nice because it blew the whole point of the exercise so i asked "isn't teamwork and self sacrifice a part of our army's values? so by taking fire for them i am actually implementing the stuff you told us at the beginning of the class, what's wrong with that?" i love out smarting older people it makes them look dumb.
till next time M sighing out
04/04/08
L Perfection
No, I don't have a problem with my "airway system" and throughout this week, I can tell my dad isn't very concerned about me. Ha ha. I'd tell you what happened, but I'd better not for my father's privacy. Anyways, yes, that does happen. It happens with me more frequently, but when my sister has a tantrum, we try to fix it quickly because she's so damn precious. Ha ha. (I'm enjoying myself. Can't you tell? I'm exposing another side of myself I didn't know I had.)
I don't want to argue about the Bible because the 1. I can't without upsetting myself and 2. I think that it wouldn't be wise in the first place. I'm pretty sure that we could hold a compelling "debate" rather than an argue though. I don't like to do that though. The Protestant in me says to leave it like it is. I don't know what the words mean at all, but if I find out, I'll let you know -- maybe. =] From what you said, your Bible teacher seemed more intelligent than my one room schoolhouse Bible teacher who taught every other subject other than art, music, and physical education.
Wow, what an intense fight. Fighting is not really a strong point of mine. You could probably take me down easily in a fight, either way. Verbally or physically. I wouldn't make a very good leader then, well, at least from watching Gladiator for the 5th time.
Colin, goodness. I forgot who he was. He was a friend, we were lovers, but now what are we? He doesn't even talk to me anymore and I've grown fond of hating him. It won't be long before I turn heartless and selfish.
Oh great. Consider yourself very lucky to be able to do that. Due to the horrible winter weather and my inability to get anywhere this winter, on a nice day I decide to go out for a jog and I pull something in my back stretching and now I'm out for two days, unable to take any pain killers for my aching back. D= America isn't going to have a very bright future. I got an idea! Since we're not going to use our legs to walk, but rather get pushed around the place, why not, when we are done ruining our land and we don't have that much food left, eat our legs! Or, if cannibalism isn't your slice of cake, why not just burn them when we run out of fossil fuels?
Wow. Your parent thought about what they were going to name you guys and you guys inherited some cool things. I didn't really inherit anything of my grandmother's -- yet. As for my name, I was named after my mom's favorite television show, which happened to be historically based, so she's hiding behind that reason. I'm glad that I wasn't named exactly after Laura Ingals Wilder , but rather Laura Elizabeth Crowley. My sister was named after my mother's friend Maureen, who, like my father, was Irish and she did many things for the family so she was named after her. I'd like to hear more about how your parents met sometime. ^.^ How my parents met is quite interesting too, but I don't know much about it because they're so tight lipped about it.
Lol. Surprise parties. They're so great. I accidentally invited a gay guy to my 14th birthday party and his older brother started hitting on me. It was all a horrible memories I wish I wouldn't bring up.
I'm horrible with promises, oaths, and vows. I never keep them -- not that I can't. Sometimes, they just don't seem in the person's best interest. Like, my friend wanted to kill herself and I reported it to the guidance councilor and I never saw her again.
Lol. You make me laugh sometimes. I still feel that way. I feel like I have overwhelming knowledge, which could turn out to be fake at any moment.
Yeah, my friend is sick, and she likes to get me in trouble. She got me in trouble last Friday, in fact. Now I'm living in fear of the English teacher and afraid of damaging my perfect record, which happened to start in 9th grade. Anyways, some younger people are just perverted these days. I notice how they are always thinking about love, sex, or who likes who -- something along those lines. It doesn't surprise me at all that first graders are saying names like that. I hate when little kids swear. 1. They don't even know what they are saying and 2. It causes them a lot of trouble when they are older. I know this had nothing to do with what you were talking about, I just thought I should point that out.
I'd try that with her, but we aren't really good friends and it's not in my place. I always got to stay one step ahead and I gave out my secondary e-mail address and canceled the account. She gave me her phone number before break and I she started telling me when to call her, but I was in my own world. My excuse is: I lost the phone number. I tried calling her, but I kept getting fucking General Electric and hanging up. Knowing her, it's probably a scam. It was pretty funny too.
Yeah, but true love has died. It probably died years ago from what I've been studying. I still don't believe in premarital sex because of my religion, but I've found myself half thinking of loosing it when I turn 16 or 17. I don't really know what the future will hold. And, my friend, I have to make a major correction. It's Maureen. M-A-U-R-E-E-N. What you said sounded like "Marvin", but no one can spell her name right these days. It's not a common name, nor a name that you are familiar with every day. So I won't flip out on you like I do other people. Once, her friend Autumn spelled it like the Marines and I snapped her pencil in half and threw it at her and started writing "Autum was here" all over the desks and the walls and the mirrors and the bathrooms stalls. Then, I had to scrub everything up and I was even more pissed off. I simply told my sister not to invite her over and she asked "Why?" and I said "Uh, Autumn was saying mean things about me..." to deceive her. It worked. Ha ha.
Aww shit! Thanks a lot. We have to read To Kill A Mocking Bird in 10th grade. Fucking great. I hated all of it now I have to experience it all again. Well, I'll just read through the book really fast. I didn't care for The Giver, I just liked the author's speech that she made about the book. It was quite moving. Drinking a lot of water when your bored sounds like something I'd do. Once, I drank 25 glasses of water and my mom told me not to drink anymore because too much water could stop my heart. It's true, but I didn't care at the time.
Well, I didn't actually fall asleep, but I did predict that you'd be offline by the time I replied to it. I was correct for the most part. I actually do put a lot of thought into these conversations, so that's probably why it takes me a long time to reply to them.
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03/21/08
Well aren't we having self asstem problems remember these words: you have no right to have these types of problems until your 16 and a half and had your first break up than you can hate the guy and feel sorry for yourself and only than you might just think that there's something wrong with you and that's for about five consecutive seconds.
As it would seem i would have to show you why i started with science majers:
this is a question given as a bounse on a test my older brother had, it doesn't have any real answer it's ment to test how well can you explain yourself using the subjects you've learned:
Does hell give out heat to it's inviroment of draw heat from it?
most of the people in class answered by Boil's law stating that gas draws heat as it's compressed and gives off heat when it expands my older brother's friend answered a tad diffrenetly;
First off we need to know in what manner does hell's mass shift over the given amount of time (IE eternaty) hesfourth we must know how frequently does a soul that goes into hell leave it.
It is safe to assume that once a soul goes into hell it won't come out.
Now for how many souls are acupining hell at any given moment for that we shall look at religion today:
most religions state that if you don't believe in them your place in the afterlife is hell and because there's more than one religion we can safely assume that all souls go to hell give or take a few thousends a year.
With that settleed we can safely assume the fallowing:
1)hell's not expanding fast enough and is destend to explode or it has already did so after drawing all the heat from it's visinaty.
2)it's expanding faster that the rate of enetering souls and is about to frees after releasing all the heat stored within itself.
How can we chose the right answer?
well considering my formerly ex girlfiend said it would be a cold day in hell when she'll sleep with me again and i had her for dinner yesterday we can come to the conclution that hell has indead frose.
That only leaves us the possibillaty that there's a heaven and i'll prove that because god rules it and she couldn't stop screaming Oh god all night long.
(yeah i know a littile sick in the head but still nice if you ask me)
Oh so i really overacted when i said that you have an airway problem, boy's my face red.
Well you see in hebrew we have a name for the youngest chilled of the family he's called "the elder's son/ the bearded's chilled" my twin brother's the one in my fammily, anyway you should know that once you have a sibling who's younger than you you lose all the attention you had so just deal with it, or put yourself up for addoption.
since you wouldn't like to debate about the bible i choose to let it be as is.
I wouldn't bet on me winning in any type of a fight against you, you strike me as someone who can stand her ground against me in any type of vebal fight and might even beat me, as for a melee you should learn how to use diffrent mousceles when fighting, i have really weak Bi-seps (the arm mouscele athleats like showing off) but i have huge forearms considering my body size so instead of yousing a pull back fist like boxers like to use i udelise palm thrusts with my whole body and i use the fact that my whole body is plainly desined for bursts of stength to take my opponenet down as quickly as possiable (though i can stand a beating for a long while, half an hour if you want know) and once one moscele group grows tried i switch to another one like long disstence runners.
- I believe that the best way to describe your relationship with Colin right now is disstent friends.
I feel sorry for hearing that you've pulled something but you should know that running in a cold weather without making a propper warm up first will have that effect you should start with a short three min jog than do some stretches and only than start doing whatever you like and remember to stretch at the end as well or you'll find that you strained something in the morning as you get out of bed.
Thanks for reminding me the weather here right now is starting to be my season, summer we had 40 C yesterday that's about 160 frenhight or something like that i watch as my whoe school plainly suffers and blisster as i enjoy a walk through the sun.
I'd rather keep my feet if you don't mind though i know a few people whom don't need their feet all they do is sit next to the computer and roll themselves to the bathroom once in a while, i doubte if they've even gotten out of their chairs for the past seven weeks (that includs a number 2 in the WC).
There's a funny story about the way my mom met my dad you might just find it ammusing:
Way, way back about 21 years ago when you and i weren't even a tiwnkle in our mothers's eyes there used to be a pool called "Hapoel Holon" my mom who was a knockout, all the guys wanted to date her, used to swim there everyday since believe it or not she was an iron ball caster (a 5 killo ball for that it's about 11 pounds) and she had a bronze medal in the state championship it rocked, but that's unrelated either way while she was swimming her gogles fell into the water in the deep end so they desided to call the GYM superviser who happens to be my dad and in those days answered the discription of a Neffilly and they asked him to get the gogles out of the water, so he jumps in and gets them, my mom asked him what he wanted in return and everyone around them started screaming things: a kiss a date than my dad's best freind comes over and says dumb dum ask for her phone number and so he did, i'm pretty sure you can guess where things went off from that point in history.
Look if you can't keep your promises for one reason or another you shouldn't make anypromisses because people think you're a reliable person and get that slapped in the face.
-Wait your perfect record started at the 9th grade and you're 15 so what are you in the 10th grade now? that's hardly a tradition, the problem with young people these days is that they can't tell between passion and love and once passion ends it's bye bye relationship true love is well i won't call it everlasting but durable it won't shatter as sone as you find something your mate hasn't told you and is true like her being into some fetish or something (bad example) it will allow you to be apart for a long term and it takes a while to forge i'd say at least three months with no limmit and i tend to believe that TV is somewhat of the colpret for kids half my age swearing in ways i can't seeing theire heros saying the other guy's "nothing but a worthless peice of elephent shit with a dressing"
-If you say that it's funny you have a funny taste by me but that's for you to deside, i had the samething done to me just with an escort service it was really hard to explain when the phone bill came in.
Ok sorry about missspelling your sister's name but don't expect me to manage to remember it i have enough trouble as is with names.
-Oh i just found an even more boring story than yours it's called "Simple story" by Shay Agnon the lpeech on this thing is way overly complexed for the thin plotline the story holds and personaly it plainly sucks.
And remember those words i sent you here's a little chalange for you know what they mean by the time i talk back to you if you won't be able to learn what they mean by than i'll tell you my self and in case you missed it it's " עד לא ידע or עדלאידע "
03/24/08
L Perfection
Oh goodness. I would do the exact same thing for an old lady. I wish I could have slapped the guy for saying that. Last week I was thinking about that scenario. That's kinda weird. Only, I'd never be caught on a bus like that. I always sit in my house on the hill in the little countryside and stare out my window. God forbid I leave there for one day. I've actually made myself cozy in the house. Anyways, you did the right thing. I kinda laughed when you said it shut him up for good.
Yeah, siblings do kinda tend to do that sometimes. I try to think about things before I help her, it never works anymore. It's like every time I'm near her, I agree with everything she says because she's my sister even if it's the stupidest irrational thing ever. I just can't be near the kid anymore. Everyone said that he's getting help at this place where you sit around in a circle and talk about your feelings and such. I hate that, but he needs help. Poor kid. Thinking about his case and comparing it to my own kills my desire to kill myself every time it comes up.
Well, that makes sense. Our 8th grade history teacher told us that. We were all surprised about that when we heard it. Everyone asked questions and seemed amazed.
Goodness, please don't try throwing lip gloss in milk. It's kinda gross actually. I don't know why I did it. It's kinda stupid. OMG. I should just drown myself for being such an idiot!
I like the old TMNT and I like both Spider-man shows. Everything my mom won't let me watch I usually get obsessed with. My mom wouldn't let me watch The Lord of the Rings, The Pirates of the Caribbean, or Spider-man, but when Colin told me that his mom let him see those movies my mom let me watch them. :3 Yay Colin!
Hmm... I believe that is true. I play cards with a 90 year-old and she beats me a lot. I wish my grandparents were still alive. My mom's side of the family were new immigrants that came to America from Ellis Island and my grandmother survived The Great Depression. I am deeply fascinated about that period in history even though it was probably not all that great as the Civil War was. My mom still has ration cards that her mother saved. I got to bring them in and hold them and everything! I also have a vial of oil from the Drake Well museum where Ediwin L. Drake first discovered oil in America. History is probably my most hated subject due to the teacher, but it's kinda fascinating. Don't you agree?
Yeah, I did get down on my knees and begged him. It's kinda weak of me. Actually it's very weak of me. I am regretting it a lot. I guess I have serious problems about putting the past behind me. If I do put the past behind me, it's only a matter of time before it creeps back up on me.
It's okay about my birthday. I didn't expect anyone to know anything about my birthday because I'm so tight lipped about it. In fact, my sister told Mr. Esmond about my birthday and he grabbed a meter stick, taped a candle to it, shut the lights off, and had the whole class sing to me. I almost cried of laughter because it was so pathetic and embarrassing at the same time.
I've heard that story before. What about an oath? Should I just take an oath? If that's the same thing as a vow then I'm just not going to do it again. XD
I already kinda laid that out my future already. It was probably a horrible mistake. It is a horrible mistake that I cannot fix sadly. I don't really think about my future. I thought I'd be dead by the time I was 15, but here I am. Alive and way too well. :/
Oh goodness. A tube top is something a heavy set girl would want to wear to reveal their breasts to a guy. Jeez. It reveals more than just breasts if you ask me. Oh yeah, and my sister's friend signed me up for a porn site. I was so angry. She just took my e-mail address and used it so she could see if her friend posted naked pictures of herself on the site. All of my sister's friends are sick and perverted. At lunch on Thursday, my sister's friend, Naomi, said she saw Good Luck, Chuck, and supposedly it's about this guy that sleeps with women and crap like that. I wasn't paying attention. I told them flat out that I wanted to stay a virgin forever so now they are going to desperate measures to "devirginize" me.
I hate Slipknot. Jeez. She had me listen to "Wait and Bleed" like 6 times one day. She has no good taste in music sometimes. She used to be into Korn. I like Korn a little better than Slipknot.
Wow, I don't know when I'd be trapped up in space. That's good news to know. Ha ha. I'd never answer a question in class. The math teacher called on me Thursday for the first time in the whole year and I was in shock when he said "Laura. How does this change?" then I sat there and had to feed the words into my mouth until I remembered. I knew the answer the whole time, I just couldn't say it. Lol. I love googling people.
You mean the math paragraph? I thought the rest of it you would just ignore. For the math paragraph I just meant that I was in 9th grade and I hate having math as my last class of the day. That's a mean thing for an English teacher to say! Jeez. Thank goodness my English teacher didn't say anything to me on Thursday about my reading. We were reading The Giver (the gayest book I've ever read) and we had to read to her and no one else was volunteering so I volunteered myself and I was so horrible at reading. Oh yeah, speaking of books, Julie, a friend of mine, lent me a book called The Burn Journals by Brent Runyon and I just finished reading it a couple of hours ago and I absolutely love it! It's about a guy that is so depressed he sets himself on fire. It's based off of a true story too. If she is ever selling that book, I'm buying it. :] I recommend the book. I've been reading all day, it's so exhausting. I read 3 books today. I've had a busy day. Shit. I stayed up to watch Death Note and I missed it thanks to Day Light's Savings time! I'm an idiot. I forgot we lost an hour. *sigh* Now I have to watch it with my sister later on.
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03/08/08
Well Laura first off i'd like to say that i'm sorry i dropped off the face of the planet for a week to much but i do have my reasons, i had a chem test and as you should know chemistry and biology are my subjects for these term of school so i had to really hit the books hard, even when it meant hitting my brother with a few of them so he would let me study in peace, eventually i got an A+ like my teacher expected me to (she also taught my older brother who's a plain genius but too lazy for his own good, eventually he got a plain A on his final exam but that's what you get if you don't study fro your final exam).
i don't know if i should respond to your message because after all most of the info on it is bound to be out dated but i'll do it anyway since i have nothing better to do right now.
- OK to begin with i didn't know that you have an airway system disease that would require an inhaler, it would however explain why you father is so worried about you since he doesn't want you to have an attack of some sort (i'm not even going to guess what illness do you have there's too much of a verity and i don't have enough knowledge to guess it), but what you should know that a family is a machine usually when one gear stops spinning the whole system would stop from that point on, i guess that if your entire house came to a stop because of you that you are the first gear in the machine since that's the only one that is able to stop the whole presses alone.
-feel free to re-study the bible i am very confident that i'll be able to stand my ground and argue with you for hours on end, i find that the book is very easily debatable because of the numerous interoperations it has, but you should know that i have an edge on you, my bible teacher is a professor of the bible she gave us her final work as a summery of the kings books, that reminds me, right now we're in the middle of a holiday which has biblical origins with no collaborating evidence, and the scroll it's motioned on doesn't even have the name of god written in it once, the holiday is called Purim it's kind of like hallawin just with a story and a festivity behind it, if you'd like i'll tell it to you but remember these words "ad lo yada" (עד לא ידע) if you find out what they mean you're good and i mean really good.
-say if you ever feel like coming off your ivory tower i'd love to help you, even the greatest of kings and rulers knew that they should know what is that which ails their people's hearts.
-you know me and my brothers are just like that we all proclaim to hate each other but we heed each other when we are called to arms by each other, two days ago the nazi little prick i talked about earlier picked on my half twin, now he tends to turn things physical allot harder and faster than i do so i took over the argument and retaliated in the name of my brother since the guy's a midget i figured i'd hit him there stuff like "say, when you stand in line does the smell of un whipped ass bother you of have you gotten used to it by now" or "next time you stand next to me tell me if i have to use deodorant" and the guy is the biggest kiss up ever so i asked him if his tongue is tired of licking the teachers ass all reseas long, he plainly vanished after that and i loved every second of it.
-You should tell your mother that it's common fact that whenever something is made forbidden it just makes people want it more (look at drugs and alcohol in you country) and double yay for Colin speaking of flexible people i learned that i can do a 360 wit my hand alone and with a little help from the outside i can pull a whole 720 though it hurts a little afterwards i won't tel you how i learned i can do it just that it was a rather uncomfertable expiriance to all parties involved in the matter.
-Nice keep sakes you got from your grandmothers i have a few of my own (though my grand perents are still alive aside from my mother's father he died two years after i was born and my brother is his namesake, Ziv which is the first rays of light in the morning he was called Latif which means pretty in Iraqi , there's a funny story behind that since my mom told him that one of us would be his namesake and he knew what Matan meant so he thought she called my brother Zev which means wolf so she explained what the name really meant and he was so happy, i don't remember anything about him but my grandmother tells me that i look allot like him and that we both have the same habits like drawing, working with our hands, and using a ringer (a long string with beads covering it you move it in side you hand and you use it to relax) anyway i got some keepsakes from my great grandparents like my great grandfather's sword and handgun, my other brother got his knife and rifle (he was in the army way back when he was alive in Iraq, both my families derive from the same neighborhood so when my mom and dad wanted to get married it was like a class reunion i'll tell you about it later if you want).
-i don't know i think that a whole class actually doing something for you on your birthday is a nice treat, even f it's somewhat embracing, remember my class threw me a surprise party but i got so freaked out at the beginning i punched a guy's lights out and nearly bit the neck off another before i realized that i actually know these people and turned on the lights boy was my face red after that little incident, how did he explain to his mom and dad that broken nose i'll never know.
-i don't know if the same thing applies on oaths but i don't do either unless if i am fully hearted with that resolution (like getting back at the nazi prick for something he did, can't remember what it was just that it was really painful to me and that i wrote that i'll make him pay one way or the other (other involving a base ball bat, a hooky-mask some duck tape a razor and a camera oh and an internet upload revenge is never complete if it doesn't become public).
-Yeah when i was in plain school i though that by the time i'll hit 16 i'll have some sort of insight on the universe have gray hair and frail bones but i'm only more confused about it now so i'm guessing i'll have to wait until i become a Dr before i can find an insight on the universe oh well all in good times, hopefully my hair will stay with me for those good times.
-Wow your sister's friends are sick in the head:
1) they're younger than you and they're talking like that about porn, i'm 17 and i don't talk about it that openly, the same thing is going on here by the way i have first graders calling each other names i didn't even know existed until i was an 8th grader.
2)using someone else's e-mail to do that you should tell them to use a decoy address like normal people using someone else's address without permit is pretty much an offence, like using someone else's mail box as though it were your own.
my solution to this type of problem is made of two steps one: you explain to them that what they did was wrong, that they shouldn't do it again and apologies to you.
step two (to be used only if step one proves to be inefficient): tell their folks what they did and that they should give their kids a fairly good spanking because we are talking about a criminal offence at the age they're still loosing their baby teeth.
-deviginazing someone well that's a first for a girl at the very least, since your so into keeping yourself to the one you'll truly love (old fashion but it is nice to know that the idea hasn't passed away just yet) just tell them to back off or tell your sister to tell them to back off from what i understand she's a little more threatening than you (i quote "marvine would pull your arm off for that but Laura won't do a thing, why is marvine so mean?).
-No way the giver is the gayest book ever that title was given to "to kill a mocking bird" that's a gay book trust me i had to read it in hebrew and english really annoying and retarded i fell asleep every ten pages so i had to get out of my seat every eight pages get a drink of water and was my face two things happened because of that: our water bill jumped an additional 25$ that month and i over flooded the first floor bathroom it was said to be impossible by the Plummer but i proved him wrong (with about 28 glasses of water and a stale book)
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03/21/08
Polarismad91
-Well, you'll hate him. He was a german, he was against god, and proclaimed democracy, Christians and so on sheep, weak people gathered in herds, looking for "equality" so no one is stronger than the other, so no one can achieve "above human" or reach to a level of god, and therefore are killing potential. In a way, I totally agree with him, or that is, I WOULD totally agree with him, if he wasn't going mindfuck. While I agree on many views, his complete individualism really is illogical, since he proclaims that people should try and reach above human level, and that by grouping they are really crippling their progress, but I still think that a factory makes more than a single craftsman if you know what I mean, anyway, Hitler finds his books, edits its context so it can be used as a moral inspiration to the people, and when proposing alliance with the Italians, he sends Neiche's Antichrist to Mussolini saying "by the time you finish this book, I will already rule over europe" ... and so on...
-Not drugs, either someone poisoned him, or he ate from a improperly refined metal plates, but in any case, he died from too much (forgot what metal) in him or something (since they found a overdose of it in his bones) ...
-Umm, lolifox IS Mozilla firefox, just with a bit of tweaking. Also, IE fails, even if people try to prove it, its still microsoft, so no matter what good side it has, it still sucks. Its internet-stereotype-anti-microsoft... In any way, meh, I'm just surprised how efficient it is...
-Weaboo, not to be confused with otaku, is someone who is into Japan. Not really, they're just the 13-yearold faggot kids that are into "lolololol anime" and think that by watching anime thay know something about Japan, and to make a long thing short, they prejudicially make everything from Japan instantly great and everything else sucks. They are also the fagots that use "^________^J @_@ (>*U*)> DESU DESU DESU" because omg they so fucking know anything about Japan. AKA every other faggot you meet on any bigger internet community. There is also a 20 % possibility that they are also emo, fagots, retarded, 13-yearold boys, 16-yearold girls, camwhores, dramawhores, fagots, and so on... All in all, annoying posers.
-Yes, In a way, you are a typical myspace friend. Actually no, When you look at my page, do the colors clash? Does the font kill your eyes, does the font color match the background color, does some loud retarded mainstream punk music suddenly burst into your ears because of the auto play, dU V TAIP LAIK DIS, I mean, a regular conversation on myspace is "hei hau ar u?" "LOLOL MYDOOOGDIED LOLO I GONNA GO KIL MAISELF NAU!!!11111 WRLD HATZ ME1!!! BAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWW" .... goddamn emo faggotry ... But yeah, In a way, online friends aren't real friends ...
-Dude, you have NO idea how similar avatar is to pokemon, I'm not trying to insult your taste, but, a air/lightning kid, his girl friend that controls water, a over obnoxious energetic kid that is just there for comic relief, they gain powers by defeating opponents, and there is a evil organization that wants to use the powers for evil... Definitely not pokemanz. If you take a good look, you'll notice that most anime has a basic same plot. Thats why I try and avoid most mainstream(naruto, Inuyasha, Bleach and so on) crap, it is what feeds the faggy kids. Also, avatar is a American "anime", and while the animation is better because they have enough money to spend more time on animation (read - draw more frames even tho the storyline is crap and therefore just a sugarcoated shit - and a sugarcoated shit is still shit), but couldn't spend enough time to at least create a original plotline or make a rip off with some aspect that makes it not so painfully obvious that it is in fact just another crappy shonen anime for 13-yearolds who think watching OMG inuyasha 13 times in a row on a faggot censured TV station makes them fukken hardkor Anee-May leet. I'm not insulting your taste, just saying that I have a strong intolerance towards America and its whore system of trends and retardation...
-Lol its a hat, wait is it one of those straw hats? We have those here ...
-Well, I'm just growing a short one, tho I might even reconsider, since I don't know how It will look on me.
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03/08/08
Wow i really took my time answering you this week didn't i? oh well i have an excuse ready in advance for these type of occasions, i had a chem test to study for. it was suppose to be held on last Thursday but the teacher forgot the test at home so i had to wait until Sunday when she came with it, mean while i solved our text book about 4 times in a row so i went to the library and borrowed all the books i could get my hands on just so i could practice, eventually i got a 100 but that's just because she took the exercises out of the books i solved, when i finished the test and handed it in i told her that next time she does something like this she shouldn't use anything i can get my hands on.
If that's not enough of an excuse for you than the hellsing 4th OVA was released in English so i had my hands full trying to find it.
-Ok just him being German means i should dislike him (i'm plainly like that lately) but the whole concept of people living in groups just to get everyone to fit the pattern is kind of true, i like most people know only what i study and don't do more so in a way yeah me being in a set frame is bringing me down, but on the other hand it prevents people who are more physically fit than i am from killing me but i think i'm only saying that because I've always been in a flock like society so i'm kind of busiest, using your metaphor; a factory might make more than a single craftsman but who'll have the better quality? in the end it's going to be a question of what's better having 10 people that can work together but know just about the same thing or one super uber minded being. Well than i guess Mussolini never actually finished reading the book now did he.
-Well it would be hard to tell if he was assassinated or plainly died of an unfortunate coincidence, i should be easy enough to find which metal he did die of, they should leave a residue on his bones at the very least, it might have been king Gorge's that would leave him with copper colored bones, if he were alive we'd see he had copper rings around his eyes (the pupil not the eye itself).
-So weaboo is the reason why every time i say anime people say DBZ? damn i should kill those guys they have no idea how much trouble they have gotten me into; my hair is multi shaded it's black at the base but it turns semi-blond brown the more you go everyone in my school thinks that i have it bleached, the scary part is that the same thing is going on with my beard i have strands that are changing color and it's just freaky to look at.
Wait these weaboo guys are also the guys that play computer games for hours on end so you can't beat them and scream out "ONg thE nooB i killl!!!13d joe" and when you beat them "joe acks i'm voting you lololololooooooooooooooool" that's more of a reason for me to track down and kill every one of those guys.
-Shit dude if online friends aren't real friends than what are you to me? You're the only one i can relight to! lol how emo did that sound? but yeah i find it easier to talk to you a person i don't even know how he looks like than to most people in my class (basically because the only thing i have in common with them is the fact that we all walk on two legs and talk, and that's not an constant most of the time, i don't even have the same anatomy they have being double jointed and everything which reminds me of something that happened at school a few days ago if you don't mind me telling (well it's not like you have too much of a choose aside from not reading the whole thing)
i was just walking down the hallway with a couple of book minding my own business trying to figure out how to not go to a party (i'll explain later about that) anyway, i walk by a guy that looks like he's made out of cinderblocks whom happens to be studying karate so for no apparent reason the guy grabs me by the hand pulls it behind my back and starts twisting it to see where would it stop and i'll fall on my knees crying and screaming for help problem was it didn't, a loud crack seeped across the hallway and the guy let go of my hand, running and screaming i had no idea why all of sudden i look down at my hand and it looks just fine until i notice that the arm itself (both the elbow forearm and the part over the elbow, how's it called anyway?) are bent the wrong way I.E. your elbow beds like this > mine was bent like this< (you get the picture right?) i start panicking because i think my arm is broken and funny enough i'm not in pain (thank medicine for telling me that i have to be on pain killers until the end of the month) so they take me to the secretary she dials 101 and an ambulance gets there, the medic looks at me, looks at my arm, looks at me again and asks me "you sure you didn't feel a thing?" and i say "yeah i'm on pain meds" he says he want to try something out so he grabs my hand and twists it back into place like nothing happened, turns out that i have a double jointed elbows as well as shoulders so when the guy messed around with my arm he didn't really do anything that i shouldn't be able to do (a 720 degrees twist, i can only manage a 360 twist without someone helping me out but my mom won't let me since this stuff comes at the expense of my non existing muscles).
-No it's not a straw hat it's a cloth hat like the one that guy from bleach has (the shop owner dude) i saw it at my grandmother's and asked if i could have it she gave it to me and i can't stop wearing it even though it looks ridiculous.
-look if you want to know what i think the best way to grow a beard is to plainly let it grow full, and when it gets to the length that you need shave the parts that you don't want that's the way i did it and look at me now or as weaboo's would "DoubLEES OMg it're Da B33rd3ed b34st l0l"
-oh yeah and in case you're wondering the party i ditched was a Purim party (a holiday kind of like Hallowing only with a story attached to it even though it's the dumbest story to have ever existed with no collaborating evidence what so ever) for the past 5 years i've went to these stupid parties and spent about 5 hours sleeping and regretting it for every waking moment, why would i want to go and listen to 50 cent for 5 hours damn it? but on the up side i found a funny Israeli band called Kaveret (Hive) the represented us in the Eurovision of 1974 and they have these fun songs that match an Israeli mind set they combine both stories and lyrics if you want i'll translate some of the songs for you they're really great
03/20/08
L Perfection
I can understand why you wouldn't get a sex education. It's nice to know about it sometimes. I, however, the naive one about sex in the school, don't care much for sex education. I'll have it when I'm in 11th grade. I'm not looking forward to it.
It's probably my fault that he did that to me in the first place. My sister hated the kid and he really liked her and then I met him and he started sitting close to me at lunch and my sister noticed, though I thought it was fine. She wrote a very mean note to him saying that he should stay away from me and that he should never ever be friends with anyone again. He showed me the note the next day and he said he was crying about it. So, just to do the kid some justice, I took the note to the office and got my sister in trouble. It's the worst mistake I've ever made in my life. Later in the year, the kid stabbed someone with a knife that he found in the Home Ec. room and I thought he was going to kill himself after that. Next year I see him and he's all over me again. I wasn't thrilled about it either. He told me his story about how he lost his sister in court and stuff like that and I then felt even worse. Now, I am going to great lengths to ignore him. I'm not going to affiliate myself with someone who made me turn against my own sister. :( The situation was still entirely my own fault. I wish I could get him to clean up a bit and go to church. That would do him some good.
Yes, I have to admit. You are kinda rubbing off on me. ^^; I've noticed it for a little while now.
You two may have somethings in common. I haven't seen him in person for a long time. Why aren't you allowed to leave the country?
Yeah. The girls like to shank everyone on pajama day. >.> That was a pretty funny story. They kinda seemed like idiots to me. Thinking that they could catch you off guard and all. Ha ha.
I rarely do things on impulses anymore. I miss it. The last thing I did was I dropped my mom's favorite pen, the only working pen she claims even though we have a million that work, in a pitcher of Kool-Aid. My sister asked "Why did you do that?!" and I said "I did it because I could." Then I realized that it was stupid of me to do and two days later I did it again. I learned from that didn't I? Only that time I stuck my sister's lip gloss in her milk. I love the TMNT! I asked my mom if I could have Spider-man bedsheets, but she said "No. They don't go with the room theme and you are too old for them." then I thought "What does she know about theme? We have a white carpet in our living room and we have a clash of Mexican and English pieces in the room." The curtains are maroon and the couch is um...gray? And we have a rug on the other side that looks like someone from Mexico made it. It's multi-colored and it has a Mexican feel to it. Anyways, now a days I am mature around most of my friends. Except for, of course, my sister and Colin. Last time Colin came over I smacked him over the head like I used to do, only he didn't hit me back. I knew he changed a little, but that much? I kept asking him to hit me back, but he said no and for a while I let him have the no, but then when it was time to leave I hit him over the head again. He still didn't do anything. I got down in front of him on my hands and knees and begged him to hit me on the head for old time's sake. I even hugged his leg for effect. Then he hit me on the head and I was satisfied. Of course then when his car was leaving Maureen and I ran down the road with the car until it got off of our road. Then I thought to myself "How come every time I'm around him I act so immature? I thought I fully matured." I didn't mature until recently. Maybe two weeks after I turned 15, which was not long ago.
Oh yeah, speaking of birthdays. You missed mine and I was kinda upset for a while, but I got over it when I heard from you again. My best friend, whom I just started talking to again, told me yesterday that her dad died before her birthday. I was so sad. I never met the man, but no one's father should die before their birthday. My dad has been awfully mean lately, but I still wouldn't want him to die. The other day he was making a phone call and he had every light in the house on. I started shutting some of them off since he was in the kitchen. Then, he comes from the kitchen and tells me to get out with the help of some force and profanity. I vowed never to talk to him again. Yesterday while I was reading your comment he calls and I decided to talk to him. I found it not wise to not talk to him. I'm still quite angry at him. I work my butt off at school all the time, I understand Newton's laws, how to conjugate verbs in French, and a whole bunch of other stuff and he wants to fail in life. He says that I'll be working at McDonalds the rest of my life and stuff like that. So now, to prove him wrong, I'm going to stay in the high classes and take Spanish and French at the same time and take two math courses so I can take calculus with the other students. That's why I can't wait for summer so I can hang out with people before 10th grade starts. Then it will all just be pure hell. My mom tells me he's just teasing, but I tell him never to say it ever again. He still does.
Ha ha. I kind of get that. Maybe I could buy one for her.
Yeah, Maureen and I really are a good set. I had an idea for a manga and she's better at writing and I'm better at drawing. I have all of the ideas, but I'm too lazy and careful to put them in action and my sister forces me to do so. We have meetings every weekend, except for this weekend. We've progressed.
Here, pleasantly plump means that you're fat and you don't care about it. I wouldn't say she's pleasantly plump because she doesn't talk about her weight, but that shirt was what someone thin and tanned would wear. Anyways, let's not have me picture my sister's friend in a tube top...
I know. The one girl is in my class and she gets suspended all the time. Las year she wrote all over my books that I cut myself and we just went over that... Anyways, the other girl she was fighting is half retarded and she has to take pills for it. The retarded girl was the smart one and walked away, but the other girl came after her and they started fighting. I kinda laughed when I heard the story from my friend.
Well, Jamie isn't really my friend. She's more like my sister's friend and my acquaintance. That's the way she is. She says "Hey Tristina is gay." then I say "But Tristina has had a boyfriend for 3 years." and then I realize that she was joking. She's the one that brought up the banana thing in the first place. Then she says "Sorry man. It's me. You know I just had to bring it up." Then I say "Yes. Yes of course you would do that." Then she made me listen to Slipknot.
We love crazy physics teachers! I guess they are all about the same. Once, he was explaining Newton's laws and he got some dishes from the Home Ec. room and a table cloth and he's like "If I rip this table cloth fast enough from the table I will not move a single dish." then he does that and all of the glasses and plates break. It was hilarious. Even he was laughing and then he said "Woops." He also dumps water on the floor and stuff like that and says "It will evaporate." then when he's having a good day and he's taking something on he says "It's on..." and then he waits for us to say "Donkey-kong."
That's funny. My mom wont let us put anything on the walls but the wall mural. We're going to pick it up from Sherwin Williams today. I'm kinda excited, but I'm not thrilled to go downtown where the "bad people" live.
We are both in the same predicament in math. *sigh* I used to like math for however brief a time it was. I started liking it in 8th grade. Now I'm in 9th and I dread 8th period math with Mr. Svirbly.
Next time that the kid does that I will probably have to take some course of action.
Well, it's Sunday here and I woke up early again so I decided to reply to your comment. During the weekdays is the absolute trouble. I also appreciate that you read my about me. You can find the same about me on my Gaia account too, only with a couple of twists because they're two different websites. I thought it was time for a change. I wasn't really working with my gold theme.
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03/02/08
-Well to start off with you have a cocky dad, it's cool i think i like him but just for you to know the whole bible doesn't have the word rapture written in it, the whole story is based on a 17th century prediction a girl had where she saw Jesus going up to the heaven twice, the local bible seller added that part to the book and walla you have a brand you idea inserted in to an all time seller.
No to me it does sound like you're getting smart with your dad, and your beating him in his own game, reminds me of a time when i did the same thing with a Haridi (one of those jews that have great big beards, wear all black and study the bible (my copy not yours) by heart) we were on a bus and this guy gets on and sits down right next to me, after a few minuets an elderly lady joins us on the bus i see her and figure 'what the, no one's getting up' so i get up and give her my seat and she takes it, no problems up to here but than the ass starts screaming his head off saying bloody murder and that she's defiling him by sitting next to him, this other guy offers him his seat so he won't make a fuss but this idiot doesn't feel like stopping and he starts accusing me of being a sinner or something like that (i'm very plainly not going to translate the names he called me, for the holy people they can sure use plenty of unholy things) and than he starts quoting the bible about how come a woman touching a man makes them both unclean and he starts giving off names of Rabies that support this clime and stuff like that, so i give him the simplest answer i could come up with, respect thy father and thy mother, it shuts him up for good.
-umm no, when i say rockets i mean the type that go boom, hack off limbs and kill people not fireworks.
-Lets start off with the fact that you shouldn't let anything get between you and your sister, i hate my brother's guts out and we can't even be in the same room for five min without plucking each others heads off but if he gets into a fight i won't even think before jumping in the fray to help him out. He stabbed someone with a knife from Home Ec. that's just sad he should have brought one from home they do a much better job at hurting people and if you're trying not to affiliate yourself with him you shouldn't try to help him, but if you're really into helping him you should take fliers and brochures to his mail box about faith healing and stuff like that.
-I'm not allowed to leave the country because i got my first worent served to me, over here joining the army is a must unless you prove that you have some kind of physical handicap which prevents you from serving your country than they give you desk job of some kind in that case you get the title Jobnik which means just that.
-Hey i'm not this over powered ninja guy i'm just a regular Joe that predicted the expected, if they want to see my underwear all they need to do is ask and learn that i have a 'kiss my ...' imprint on all of my undergarment.
-OK lip gloss in milk, i'll have to write that one down, i have to try it sometime.
-Wait do you like the old TMNT or the new ones? same goes for the Spiderman shows
-Telling someone he's too old for something is stupid if you ask me, my grandmother is 73 and she still loves watching boxers duke it out, travel around the world and talk to her friends, your age is not that much more than your state of mind.
wait you got down on your knees and begged for him to hit you? you masochistic bastered i want to hit you bloody.
-Sorry about missing out on your Bday but you don't have it written on your profile so i can't really know when to say 'Mazal tove'.
-Do yourself a favor and don't take any vows ever, a vow in it's essence is a promise to god that you'll do or not do something ever again, the story goes that during a war, the Judah warlord appointed by royalty had to fight an army about 13 times bigger and it also had metallic weapons which were very rare at the time, so he vowed before he went to the front line that if he'll win he would sacrifice the first person he'll see when he comes back, eventually he won the war and when he headed back his first born son and daughter greeted him and he remembered his vow so he went to the high priest whom told him that the only way to make emends for his sins was to perform a prier written just for this purples but because wrote the vow with blood the only way to end it was with blood so he gauged his own eyes out (stupid if ask me since all he needed to do was use the blood on his shield to write the second prier) wow i really went off topic on this one.
-Ok do yourself a favor, you don't have to prove anything to anyone if you take too many subjects you won't have time to study (kinda like me).
-Well i don't see any way i can help your sister friend, putting aside making her more self aware of herself other than that there's nothing we can actually, what's a tube top?
- the whole girl fight story since i don't even know the reason but just for the sake o the argument, usually the retarded population of the planet make the best choice because they don't really have things like pride or anything else for that matter to effect their judgment, they make the best choice possible even though they are the last person you'd come for help (reminds me of a movie called '9, door to the world' it's a very old production made here, if you want i'll write you the script).
-STAY AWAY FROM THAT STUPID DITS she'll rot you brains out. oh and Slipknot sucks i've pleaded my case.
-Reminds me how my teacher tried to explain to us what to do if your stuck in space out of your ship with no cord to guide you back (you can try throwing anything to the opposite direction and get yourself moving) he asked us with that funny messed up version of hebrew what should we do, so we tell him we don't know, so what does he do? he says come on people you're stuck in space with a fishbowl over your head and an air pipe stuck to your back what do you do, plainly sit and wait for yourself to die.
he figured out that we won't find the answer out on our own so he said that if I (speciphically me) won't find the answer out by the time the bell rings the next class will be about exploring just how volatile male beards are (oh and if you want to know how he looks, go to google and search for Colonel Breton from EA generals he looks like that just with a tad more hair on his head and a tiny beard).
-there's a difference between thrilled and excited? that's new.
-can you please explain to me the whole last paragraph of this message (the one i'm replying to right now)
-Say what do you think about my English? is it tolerable, i have a new English teacher and she says my English is a disgrace and that i shouldn't even talk anymore.
03/07/08
Polarismad91
-I know, but I have to study, different criteria s here.
-Philosophy is ones personal view of the world to put it simple. Greeks started philosophy as a way to "discover" the world, they try and define god, life, everything that surrounds us and so on with their own opinion. For example, every religion *and many of its subordinates (cults) are a philosophy if you haven't noticed.
My sister just has a philosophy as a class in school, and I like to listen to her talk about it. Freidrich Nichie (or however its spelled) was a really f'ed up guy, but has a few points. The funny thing is, even atheists found him too strict.
You know, its not that hard to drop a anvil from orbit, I think the hard part is getting it there.
-Well thats what I meant, if you overdose, its poison. Our greatest leader (think 12th century) died that way.
-Hmm, heres a topic, I installed Lolifox browser. Same thing as firefox, only weeaboo integrated. And I get to see a loli every time I start my search (not to mention hotlinx to the most important weeaboo things I can find) ...
-Neh, I was going trough the ecchi galleries mainly, since I need a Background for myspace, which brings us to this, Myspace is a faggy place where drama queens and emo faggots go out and think that most people care about their life, and constantly try and get omgz comments and more friends, even tho people you make friends with over myspace aren't really friends, because you basically don't talk to them twice, if you're a myspace fag, you'll get over 200 friends guaranteed, but yeah, if you truly believe they are actually friends (people you never met, that you invited in your friends from nowhere, and that you talk to over chat with one reply a week, yeah, real friends). All in all, some of my friends made myspace accounts (because they don't know better) and I kinda made one myself, just because, well, I can.
-Avatar has american animation style in a few aspects, that brings "quality" with more defined lip movement and crap than most anime. But then, its americans that have enough money to use it as fireplace, so they can pay to make a shitty rip off story look good animu. Might as well watch pokemon, its the same thing when you look at the plotline.
-If you can buy it, DO IT. Seriously, I'd kill for a chance. Well, try Da anime, or just download Lolifox like I did (especially if you aren't using firefox to begin with).
-Post pics of hat.
Ugh, its pretty hard to surf trough replies with Gtunnel, can you resend the link and about the beard, ... ugh, I forgot what you wrote ... resend it to make sure please, but yeah, I'm well on my way to actually grow a beard.
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03/02/08
-So let me get this straight, philosophy is how someone defines his seroundings? well that makes it simple to figure out, my philosophy is shit everything around the world is just abig stinken pile of dungs with flys all around it, and soon enough shit's going to hit the fan and make all hell break loose it won't be nice i'll tell you that.
-This Niechi charcter sounds intersting mind telling me more about him?
-Ok dude (pulls a blackboard onto screen and puts on a black acdamy hat) my rocket is more than just an anvil dropping out of orbit it's a seven ton anvil moving 21 times faster than the speed of sound packed with an aditinal ton of explosives dropping out of orbit (techniqully it can probbly punch it's way straight down to the bedrock floor it's just that no one has ever gotten there to say how deep it is we only have an estamation).
-Wait your greatest leader died from OD when drugs didn't even exist? how is that even possiable drugs didn't even hit europ until they got to india and i think the first time that happened was with Marko Polo in the 17th scentury. (oh well atleast you know your greatest leader acctually existed, history doesn't even say my leaders lived).
-Dude i plainly stick with what i got and that's firefox and internet explorer (though it sucks like hell) i know how to oporate the both of them so i don't mind them being sucky sometime, what's Weeboo?
-so what you're saying is Myspace= the devil's website, you sound like you hate that place but still you made an acount just because you can (that's something i'd expect myself to do) but dude maybe you haven't noticed but we've never met, we only talk to each other once a week and we found each other by accident so does that mean we're your typical Myspace friends?
-Avatar isn't Pokemon lets start with that ok, that show has a reoccering plotline that's not going to end even by the time our grandkids will die avatar acctually has a point in it's plot that makes the show end (the defeat of the firelord).
-um yeah about my hat, the pic turned out really bad so i'll try to get a digi cam to take pic with but this will have to do for now:
http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb166/matan-nawi/0051.jpg
-hmm well congradgalations baout setting yourself on having a beard and if you ever want grooming tips you know who to come to (it's not like plain head hair that you just shampoo and comp people this thing takes great care if you want it to be big and nice like all the metal gaints do)
03/07/08
L Perfection
Now that I think about it, I'm not into love at all. That's kinda heartless of me. Ha ha. I know guys think about sex while they're dating. In health class once we discussed that guys think about sex every 6 seconds and women think about it every 8 seconds. I don't think that's actually true, but what the person was trying to say was that girls think of sex less than guys. I am so used to getting hurt lately, it doesn't even matter to me anymore. This week, my sister's friend sexually harassed me and someone told on him for me and he got suspended. Oh goodness, I can't stand to think about children. I'm good at entertaining them, but I couldn't imagine having my own. Before, when I was 14 or so I really wanted a kid, but now it's like "What the heck was I thinking?" Well, the guy I that I fought with I "loved" ever since 7th grade and I just realized I still "love" him, but I'm trying to get away from it. All the guys I've dated..... Jeez... Well, I dated like 3 guys. Two of them I was playing "hard to get" and they killed themselves over me (very stupid of them, I might add) and the other one was so clingy that he didn't know when to let go. I was serious about Chase for a couple of weeks. I can't believe it. I don't like dating people exactly the same as me because it will only make me like them more. Wow, well, basically, I'm trying to make excuses for myself to not be in love. The whole thing is rather pathetic.
Yeah, once, I had a teen rebellion thing going on for 9 months. That was a record! Now it's very short periods of time. I think too logically sometimes. If you listen to your parents, you wont get hurt and you can plan behind their backs. Listen to them and make them happy...
My best friend Colin was like that. It kinda scared me out that he could do that, then I found it kinda cool. Of course I don't show off my talents unless I get kicked or hit or something. I don't care for milk, but the only reason I drink it is because I have to and I also don't like anything else but water.
Well, the tights thing is a good solution. You also don't feel as bad if someone shanks you. It happened to me once and I was protected. Ha ha. :)
Yeah, I know I'm too old for some things. I am also too old to play with my doll house and play Barbies with my 13-year-old sister. Before you assume anything, I only play because I'm nostalgic like that. I do a bunch of other things that I'm too young for too. I read adult books, not perverted ones, the other kind, I talk like an adult, I handle situations like a wise adult would, I do a bunch of other adult things. There are some others, but I can't think of them off the top of my head right now. XD
Why did you do all of that stuff? I'm just curious. I've done my share of bad things like drinking, suicide attempts, and other stuff.
Yeah, I pulled myself out and then slapped him. My classmate Amanda can really hit a guy. OMG. Once some kid was being an ass to her and he said that she was fat, even though she wasn't, she seriously has the body of a model, anyways, she turned around and slapped him so hard that the kid had a red hand mark on his face for 2 days. It was hilarious.
Yeah, my sister likes pounding the heck out of people and I am the bright one in the family, you are very correct on that. I guess that makes us a good pair. The gentle one and the assertive one. I'm her mouth and she's my um... I don't know, I've been up since 5:30 AM, but I'm sure you get the point.
I thought it was absolutely gross. Banana is kinda a funny word, but ah! EW! It took me forever to get that out of my head. That is something I'd never ever do. Ew... Speaking of 5th period lunch, my friend, who is "pleasantly plump" wore the most revealing shirt to attract a guy. That just makes me more sick. Oh yeah, and two days ago this girl was mad at this other girl for posting something on her Myspace and they started ripping each other's hair out. It was sick. There was hair and blood everywhere. I, of course, was focused on finding out what was in my sandwich. I figured out that the lady put pickles in it. They were okay, but I didn't ask for them.
OMG! I'm going to slap Tristina! She called me gay in another language and didn't even know about it. Ha ha. I don't mind. My other friend Jamie spray painted "You suck balls." on my locker door.
Mr. Esmond is the crazy physics teacher. He is also an expert body builder and he does this leg thing that makes all of the girls swoon and I don't get it at all. He is hilarious though. He made me my own song. It's kinda pathetic, but it's uh... thoughtful of him. He treats me better than anyone else in my class though. :) OMG. 5th period physics is awesome with him! He throws things randomly, once he broke a beaker and yelled "THAT'S CALLED TESTING THE LIMITS FOLKS!" and he laughs all the time. All of the other teachers are so serious. I'm going to be upset when I go into biology next year with the lady that's been pregnant every year she's worked at the school. *sigh*
Well, I guess that is true. It's kinda a neat thing to know, even though it's kinda sad that you guys have lost family.
Yeah. I was so upset when I lost it too. OMG. If you go into Hollister or something all of the clothes are $60 or above, but the clothes there sound so expensive. If you move to America, you'll be able to buy all kinds of clothes. We have Banana Republic (ha?), Hollister, Abercromie & Fitch, Hot Topic (my personal favorite), Nike, Steve & Barry's, and a lot of others.
Wow, your offer seemed so much better. I could use a new bed. I've had the same hand-me-down twin bed for about the length that you've had it. Same with the desk in the room too. It's my grandmother's desk. It's really hardy and it's lasted a surprisingly long time so I'm fine with not getting a new one. Tomorrow my mom is going to get us a wall mural with deer on it. She wouldn't let us go with a Japanese theme so Maureen and I decided just to go with a deer theme. 1. It's weird and 2. people will like the theme since we live in the country and all they do is hunt around here.
Yeah, I figured out quickly not to fight with the law. *sigh* I wanted my L shirt so bad.
Church does interest me a lot, but we got a new pastor and I'm not used to being in a significantly small church where everyone knows everyone. OMG. I am the only big kid there. I had to play the freakin' Easter bunny last time I was there. OMG. I haven't been to church in about a year. It's almost Easter vacation here already. Anyways, I'm going to go church hopping for a while. Religion is very, very important to me. It better be. I went to a private Christian school for 8 years. I loved that school. My sister doesn't though. She's glad to be in a public school. I, however, hate public school. I just have rich taste I guess.
Oh! I love trig. I'm going to take calculus my senior year. :) I can understand why my math teacher would flip out on me. I'm the only one that listens to him. I am the only one that does my homework all the time, studies for tests, highlights my notes, and gets good grades. I'm extremely pissed off that I have a low A in math though. Extremely pissed. I have a 96% average, a higher grade in physics, which deals with Algebra II I might add, and in Algebra I I have a 91%. It's not right.
I knew they happened at different times, but getting shot in the leg? It's kinda scary. It'd happens rarely in America so that's probably why it sounds so strange.
Yeah, thanks to my wonderful "friend" that I have. It wasn't the greatest thing in the world, but I'm not going to get back at him. I really just don't care. He can do whatever he wants.
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03/01/08
ok just to state a fact: i did not know that, and i am sorry for misleading or misguiding you in any way about your sociophobia and i take full responsibility for my acts.
So let me get this straight you get news about what happens here via what happens in Iraq? than no wonder all you have is bad news (i'm sorry but in media bad news is well good news) you won't get anything good about us (lately we got really bad news Hamas got his hands on some real rockets not the home made stuff they usually have and now instead of firing from the outskirts of cities where we can hit they're shooting from deep within city limits where there are high population concentrations so we can't even throw a rock there without hitting civilians).
-Hey can't blame a guy for trying guess we really don't know each other well enough to be each other's head shrinker.
-you get health class, that's nice we're still waiting on sexual education but i think we're not going to get it, anyway i'm not familiar with the numbers but they sound about right when a guy has spare time that he doesn't keep himself acupid he'll think about sex allot that's why i usually try to keep myself busy, i hate it when i look at a girl and i really have to focus to keep myself looking at her eyes and listening to what she says and my brain says "BOOBS" it's enough to drive me insane.
-Ok your sister should learn to pick her friends more carefully, sounds to me like the guy's first intention was to hit on you rather than be your sister's friend.
-look i think i'm going to stop advising you on your love life since lately mine plainly sucked so i think it's for the best, and i'm starting to think that you plainly have more experience in this than me... you catch my drift right?
-Listen to your elders but plot behind their backs, you know what i don't like it... i love it! i think i'm starting to rub off on you.
- it would seem that your friend Colin and i have a few things in common, i'd like to meet him one day and have a chat but it'll take a while, i'm no longer allowed to leave the country.
Shanks is when someone pulls your pants down when you're not looking right? well if it is boy do i have stories to tell you, during gym (or S&m class with our teacher) people tried doing that to just about everyone, i noticed that sooner or later I'll become a target so i found a cure before i got sick, i bought two pairs of plain blue cloth pants with a string to tie at the waist line so when they came from behind to pull them the string kept me safe, but those guys like the fully fledged idiots they are kept on trying thinking that i won't keep it up after a while so eventually i noticed them when they came for me and once the guy tried to pull, i grabbed his left hand and yanked him into a headlock, and being the cocky bastered that i am i asked him if there's anything he wanted it was funny to see him turn red while he was trying to talk (i have to admit that was plainly abusing him since there was no way he could actually talk with my forearm squeezing his windpipe).
-you know, i shouldn't have said that you're too old to do something since i'm even older than you and i still do things on pure impulse (like jump up and down in the middle of the classroom just because i feel like it) and i admit that i have the old ninja turtles bed sheets and i still sleep with a poh the bear doll, what of it? and like you i'm still revered as a mature person among my friends.
-Hey i did all the things i did for the same reason you jumped off a roof, it's just that my case was a little bit more extreme.
-LOL your friend Amanda sounds like someone i can be really good friends with, over here we have a tradition that whenever you move into a house people give you two statues of hands both are stretched open but with one the fingers are together and in the other they are separated we call it Hamsa (the H is pronounced differently in Hebrew sometimes) anyway these things are suppose to hold off the evil eye and bad luck and whenever a guy gets slapped by a girl and it leaves a mark we say "congregations on your new house" it's a really funny thing once you get it.
-yeah i get where you're going at with your sister; sounds like you complete a set together XD.
- ok you don't have to tell me you won't do it with a banana, that's the type of things that goes without saying.
-if by pleasantly plump you mean she has big breasts for her age than she should be allowed to do whatever she wants it's her body and if she thinks that by looking like a stripper she can get guys, so be it (though i tend to believe i'm a little buyist at this subject with me being a guy and everything).
-Wow i can imagine it now to stupid asses fighting each other ripping out each others hair with blood going off everywhere and you sitting by the side not even caring, i personally do the same thing these days unless my brother is somehow involved or if they disturb me at whatever i'm doing, like drawing or eating than i regress back to my old days and i end up trying to explain my priceabel why does she have two students all black and blue.
-Sounds to me that with friends like Jamie you don't really need enemies (or maybe you still can't tell friend from foe).
-You know, by the looks of it a cocky physics teacher is something we have in common, mine was called Alexia he's Russian if you're wandering, and yeah he likes to joke around allot as well; during our light studies he told to a student called Kern (literally ray in Hebrew) that he's going to break her into pieces and she was like why what did i do so he said, i'm going to break rays or on another occasion he told a student called Ofek (horizon in Hebrew) that we're going to learn what he really is, so he thought that we're going to ask him plenty of questions but eventually he learned that he's just an illusion of where the earth and the sky converge (god that guy was funny, but i just hate his class but not him).
- I wish my mom would have allowed me to get a mural but she didn't she only agreed that i'll put my drawings on the walls of my room (boy, is she sorry now hahahahaha).
-Well i guess when it comes to it religion plays a really big part in my life too being Jewish and everything that it involves (if i were born into any other religion i wouldn't have been forced to study two topics all my life).
i know exactly what you mean when you say it's not right, on the first 5 point final exam i got a plain 100 now i'm hoping to get anything passed a 56 so i'll have a passing grade when i'm done it's just not right, i was doing great last year and now i can't seem to get my math right, it sucks really bad.
- yes i got shot in the leg, yes it did hurt, yes it nearly cost me my life but guess what i'm ok there isn't even a visible scar anymore and i can walk and run just fine.
-well if you don't feel like getting back at the guy for doing that to you that's your business not mine but if you ever want a creative idea you know who to come to.
that's it from me so now i'm signing out hope to hear from you when school cuts you some slack (read it on your profile)
03/02/08
Polarismad91
-Meh, I only "study" (for school) when I have to, but I actually love listening to Philosophy and many other things. Especially since I have a sis thats into A lot of it. I mean, I just spent two hours with her talking about philosophy. If you ever feel like a Socratic discussion ...
-Heh, sorry for pushing on unwanted topics. As far as I care, who gives a fuck about it anyway. Lets just forget it ever happened.
-Hmm, can't you just use a shampoo instead of a goodamn poison?
-Bah, this one is even shorter. Hmm, Well, I guess we need a good topic to discus. You know, we always found something that we could expand further through conversation.
So let me start, one, the site link you gave me is great. And I'm not even using the Hentai section. Just surfing trough ecchi, I'm looking for the perfect pic for the myspace account. By the way, do you have a myspace?
Also, Any new anime, books or anything interesting?
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02/29/08
-Dude you don't have to apologize to me, if you don't have the time to write than i don't blame you but you should do what i did, i ate plenty of shit that i shouldn't like: paper plastic pieces of cloth stuff like that after a while you'll have apendesitous undergo surgery and have plenty of free time to do whatever you like (well after you get over the horrible pain in your gut but hey this isn't a magical solution), but anyway if it's a time question i can wait a couple of days for an answer (a couple of days not a whole fucking week without notice).
-OK to start with , you don't "have" to study if you don't want to i choose to study like all of my classmates, some of them want to go into research, others like to go high-tech, we have two that want to go into politics, and a bunch like me that want to go into medicine.
-Now i'm really intrigued what exactly is philosophy? i have no clue what that means and you seem to like talking about it so i guess now we have something to talk about.
Wait your sister is a philosophy meager? and you spent two hours talking with her about this? sounds like me and my brothers when we talk about tactics and weapons (a while back i invented a plane that gets to muck twenty one you launch it from orbit into the ground and use it like an extreme penetration rocket i did the math and it can go through a kilometer of rock and twenty meters of reinforced concrete).
-ok let's get away from that topic but NEVER SAY TO FORGET IT EVER HAPPENED!
-It's not poison my friend it's just that after taking more than ten pills, it builds up in my body to levels that might become poisonous, and no shampoo doesn't really help me (i tried pretty much everything except the industrial shit and that hasn't even been animal approved yet).
-Well expand my knowledge you pick the topic i'm pretty sure that i can hold my own in most conversations (as long as we're not talking philosophy and literature i HATE literature).
-Happy i could be of service, are you reading the story about the newly weds? it's a really funny story if you ask me, the plot is reasonable enough for me but i read it to see what happens in the plot (not really good wak off material there).
-What's my space? If you don't mind me asking.
-books nothing new I've been trying to start off on Mort but It hasn't been going well to say the least I'm watching Avatar if you count that as an anime and Hellsing Ovas but it's hard to find the subbed version since no one seems to be interested in English anymore Spanish and Italian are the new English the way it looks, I've also been reading the hellsing manga but it only comes out once a month and I've been discussing with my brother about actually buying the volumes as they come out now we're just waiting on the store to get them all so we won't have to go there five times in a week or so. Oh and my grandmother gave me this cool hat I'll send you a pic of me wearing it next time and by the way what do you think of the new drawing I sent you the address for? And should I take the fact that you haven't replied about the beard question a subtle hint or were you plainly out of time again? Well either way this me sighing out
03/01/08
Polarismad91
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02/27/08
-Yeah my math teacher is the biggest bitch in the whole school, she even makes my gym teacher look like a wuss and the guy is a sadist i mean he made us run through the mud while it was raining and i mean really deep mud i had my shoes filled with mud, god i hate that man oh well i don't have to do anything in his class for the close month so i'm happy.
-i hate mother tongue too i mean what do they teach us in that class? the stuff i use everyday without even noticing and it's not like this language is even fixed half of the time we make it up as we go along.
- Dude i know you don't really care about education, i'm pretty sure you made that clear about a year ago, anyway you're not the kind to study you're more of a wise guy (in the good sense of the term) not an educated person and i find it great that you have a plan that fits your skills just like me (lets face it i'm not that much of an artist or wise for that matter all i can do is elopement the stuff i know and memories like a mad man). My friend there's an old saying among Jews "Do something you like; joy will come first the money will come later, Do something you hate money will come misery will follow" (they might believe in BS but they have a few bright sayings to live by).
-Oh yeah that Kosova thing i wanted to avoid the subject because i don't really like getting mixed up in other countries politics (i find mine to be complicated enough thank you very much) but since you brought it up what's the big idea if you don't mind me asking? the only thing i have against the country is that it's mostly Muslim and the last thing i want is that my friend will start having the same trouble i'm having with extremists.
-Man the Germans shot everything that moved Pikes, Jews everything with a pulse would have been shot no matter what (including their own on several occasions) but do me a favor and lets steer away from this topic i hate talking about this type of sensitive stuff (like i said i'm a jew who doesn't believe in god so those are still a bunch of dead people from my side of the fence).
-Dude you got that right we can't shed a tear for every man woman and chilled that die here well drown ourselves to death in an hour but that doesn't mean we can plainly ignore that kind of thing, i'm not saying lets go play the number one super hero and scream injustice over every little thing especially when we all have more than a handful for ourselves but that we need to help whenever the situation allows us to do so, and i know at least 4 people that will care if you die: your mom, dad sister and me.
Yeah you pretty much have a point there i really shouldn't walk around with paperclips sticking out of my gut should i, oh well the better news are that i know how to keep my hair on, right after lunch i take a pill of Zinc for ten days and a month afterwards i take another ten (it strengthens the roots of your hair, if i take anymore i risk poisoning but i'll be able to pull a truck using my hair and beard, which reminds me you said you were starting to grow a beard a year ago how's that been going for you?
-I'm beginning to notice that your answers are getting shorter, are you writing to someone else? is it me i mean i can change, but seriously i really miss those giant scrolls you used to send me that took about 15 min just to read through not to mention replying.
well this is me saying night night.
oh and yeah i've been meaning to show you this
http://i210.photobucket.com/albums/bb166/matan-nawi/done.jpg
02/29/08
L Perfection
As for love, I'm about to give up on it to tell you the truth. I have grown from being open to everyone to being heartless and uncaring. I still care about the welfare of others though. I'll do whatever I can do to help. Love, is a different story. I've been with a couple of people and I'm pretty much done I guess. Everyone has their weaknesses and mine is love and the desire to please my lover. My parents want grandchildren so I said "Maureen! You're doing the work. I'll just be the crazy aunt that lives in a manor in London, occupied with my career and books." I'd probably not want to be shot in the foot because I hate pain of any kind, but I would rather just end my life that go through something like that. Some days I feel that way and sometimes I don't. The whole idea is "iffy" to me. I thought I'd die for him and that he was my Romeo, but we got into a little argument during phyics and I found out we were exactly alike. We were both over competitive, we'd both never say "I love you.", we are both smart, and a whole bunch of other stuff.
Yeah, I am against drinking for so many reasons, but I too agree with you. It doesn't sound like something that I'd do. I'm smart, but I lack common sense. Smart people lack common sense because they're so damn smart and the average people have a lot of common sense to get them by. Kinda like Einstein. He was intelligent, but he had to have someone manage his checkbook because he couldn't. I also didn't break anything because my roof is short, I had a trampoline next to the house, and a pile of snow around the place. I was going through that 5 minute teenage rebellion thing. One minute I was like "Yeah! I'll show you all!" and then when I fell to the ground, I was like "Oh shit! That hurt. What the hell have I done?" and all of that cursing. I am also known to be "steel" because once some Negro boy in the neighborhood beat me up and I was all bruised and I went crying to the neighbor boys and they beat the kid up for me (I love those guys) and the next day the bruises that seemed bad were completely gone. Thank God for milk! :)
Well, I'm glad I didn't get arrested. I got beat by mothers with heavy purses for taking my pants off though. I don't know what the fuss was. They were having a My Little Pony Pajama-O-Rama and you had to be in your pajamas to get a free cupcake and I felt bad because all of the little girls were getting cupcakes for showing up at Walmart with their pajamas on. So, I kinda took my pants off, but I had boxers underneath! They were my new ones too. :) I got them for my birthday. They had Spider-man on them. I got another with little robots on them. They're so cute. Anyways, yes, I wear underwear, boxers, and pants for extra protection. You never know what's going to happen. I also keep knives around the house just in case. Why would you have a criminal record?
Well, when a guy puts a girl like me in a headlock and starts feeling me up, they will not get away unpunished. I didn't want to scream or anything drastic so I just laid down the law and slapped him across the face. I don't really smack guys in the balls anymore because, well, it probably hurts really bad when I do it, but it is far more effective. I'm more gentle than I used to be. If I went around with an anger problem and I hit everyone like my sister does, I'd have a pretty bad reputation. My friend flicked me in the forehead and I didn't do anything about it. She said "Ha ha! Hitting Laura is fun because she doesn't do anything about it, but if you hit Maureen she would snap your arm off. Hey Laura, why is Maureen so mean?" I told her "I'm more gentle than Maureen. It's irrational of me to hit you back when it's just going to cause more trouble for me..." then my friend Jamie said that I was doing it with a banana because my other friend suggested it to her and she said "It's not my fault! Jamie said it!" then I said "Tristina she was doing fine until you suggested it! It's all your fault and don't be so quick to play the blame game..." Anyways, that's kinda off topic, but if you wanna hear off topic, just come by to Mr. Esmond's 5th period class and sit through it. Well, moving on... I don't understand why a missing relative would be a small problem there, or anywhere for that matter, but I could probably guess a couple of things.
I got carried away because I walk into Hot Topic and I see this Death Note T-shirt with L on it and I desired it so badly. I was said "Mother, can I get this please?" and she said "How much is it?" and then I looked at the price and it said $20 and I thought "Oh shit, I know how this is going to end." and then I told her and she said "Laura, even in my right mind I would not get you that shirt!" and she stormed out and we followed behind her and then later we walk into some store called Deb's and she's sees this shirt with the layered style and it's all feminine and blue and costly. She's like "Oh. It's $40 but I'll get it for you if you'll wear it." Then I almost spazzed out on her. I thought "You wouldn't let me get a T-shirt from Hot Topic that I will wear every day and that is half the price than that, but yet you'll get me a $40 shirt that I will never even wear because I don't dress up that much!" The rest of the time she kept telling me to get something but I shook my head shyly and said "No thank you." Thank goodness I went to the art store first. ^^ The security guards had to pry me from the doors of Hot Topic. My mom threated me, well kinda, and I still wouldn't listen so she got security on me. I didn't fuss for a while, but when I thought I could catch them off guard I struggled, but I didn't make it. I felt bad because on the car ride home my mom was like "Did you get everything you wanted?" and my sister was pissed and I was angry as well and I said "Yes, thank you mommy. :)" Then, it immediately connected with me that she was very disappointed in the way I was acting. I was acting like a total brat. Sunday she asked if I wanted to go to church and I said no. Boy, that was a mistake. She was really disappointed in me, once again. I kinda made it up to her by going grocery shopping with her, but I feel that it's not enough. I gave up my homework time to go shopping, the worst kind of shopping I might add, and I went shopping and the next day my math teacher spazzed out on me because I didn't finish my homework. That was a ball.
Reading from what you wrote, I think it's been too much for me to handle! Jeez. Getting shot in the leg and getting your stomach worked on, and getting a girlfriend. That's all overwhelming. I probably would have dropped dead. I don't know what to say really. That's all so eventful. It makes me lust danger, though I don't think I'll need any. Goodness... Oh! I know something that sucked. My first, and last, crush put a boat load of condoms in my locker and when I opened them up all of them fell out. I was embarrassed. I felt like never opening my mouth again.
I hope to hear from you again soon! :)
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02/25/08
Hey there
you know regressing from shy is usually a good thing unless if you become a total load mouth that has no control over what she says but i'm guessing you're not like that.
Ok yeah i did have a couple of rough times but it's not that bad here i would however like to know what have you heard about my little piece of hell i mean heaven.
Well if you're problem is exposing yourself (and i hope were not talking about public nudity again) there are two things you can do well actually three but that one doesn't count since it's doing nothing.
1) tell it to a complete stranger that can scream it out as much as he likes since he has no way of affecting your life, i'm even a good example for that but i suggest doing it with someone who has even less knowledge about you.
2)Telling it to someone you trust enough to know he won't go out and sing all about your privet life in the town square (or mall for that matter).
Ok look you're not even 17 love is something i'll advise you to stay away from cause girls are usually the one's to get hurt and a relationship in this age is well just about useless as the word can get. you're obviously not in it for the sex which is just about all the guy has up his mind when dating (trust me i have some insight on this one). basically a relationship with you shouldn't go passed making out anymore than that and you're bound to get hurt when you'll get older you'll thank me for this.
-So you're going to be the aunt that no one knows and is only noted by a check in the mail every holiday? oh well can't say i'm planning it any differently i can't imagine myself with rug rats running all around me like you i'll leave it to my younger sibling who just happens to be a womanizer.
-wait you fell for the guy, had an argument and found out that you're a dulcet of each other isn't that a good thing?
Well thank you for saying I'm smart but I'd like to believe I have more than common sense but even if I don't it doesn't matter I have other people do common thinking for me, I do the complex stuff.
So wait you had a teen rebellion for two seconds and you jumped off the roof? Wow good thing for you, you have a short house if I jumped from my roof I'd break all my bones and that would be in the good case the bad case I end up in a coma waiting for death.
Nice having your own nickname is a good thing I have a couple but non as cool as steel I'll try to translate "feather" and "human skeleton" cause I'm so thin "Numb" because I prove to be impervious to external dry blows, and "pretzel limbs" you can guess that one oh and I hate milk it gives me gas (why am I telling you this?)
Ok not getting arrested is good doesn't cast a shadow on the rest of your life, getting hit by mothers with heavy purses not too good but not anywhere on the bad scale.
I can drop my pants in public plainly because I have a pair of very warm tights over my underwear it's one of the solutions for my issue with cold temperature.
OK aren't you a little too old to have My little pony pajama O Rama (can you actually say that with one breath?).
I got my record for stupid stuff such as
1) doing drugs and being caught
2)Underage drinking and driving
3)assault and battery, assault with lethal weapon, self defense (you still get a record for that, god know why) and the list can just go on and on and I don't have the stamina to keep it up.
Ok putting a girl in a headlock isn't that bad sometimes people get on my nerves and I just have to hurt them but feeling that person up that's just sick/ perverted but I'd like to know how did you slap him when you were in a headlock (I usually press my thumb to the bottom soft end of the chin and get them to let go, than put them in a head lock and pound them until lights out.
OK look if you ask me you should do what it takes when you're about to get hurt and if kicking that guy in the balls is what it takes than allow me to quote one of my fav songs (don't tread on me) "So be it, threaten no more, to secure peace is to prepare for war, so be it settle the score…".
I'm not telling you to go around and smack people across the face for any reason but you should know when to stand your ground and make the other person squeal like a pig or dance like a crocodile.
Can I answer your friend's question? I don't really know how your family dynamics but I'm guessing that you're the bright one who always shines so it might be that pounding people relentlessly is your sisters way of getting attention (now I know why Dr Phil loves his job)
Ok doing it with a banana… hmmm possible yet too daunting if you ask me since you need to freeze it and that just takes to much time wait why did we bring this up? Anyway when I first read this line I found it rather funny because the word banana
the same word in Hebrew for that fruit is also really old slang for girl so to be it sounded like she was saying that you're gay.
Oh really, who is Mr. Esmond and what does he teach that he can go off topic like that? (my guess is history but I have my reasons).
Well look after Jews used to live in these huge families I mean every family had like ten children and they'd all marry and have ten kids and they all used to keep in touch with each other but after the holocaust plenty of families got spread around Europe and assumed the other relatives were dead so they didn't bother looking now they're starting to find each other and if we had a those stories published we would have a section of the paper just for that (they'd put it in the sport's section right next to the obituaries.
Wait, wait, I SAID WAIT A SHNIYA I MEAN SECOND you found a shirt for under 30$ with a popular show emblem is the USA that cheap I mean over here a plain shirt with any logo no matter how unknown it is costs at least 35$ a pair of plain cloth pants is something around 28$ and I'm not going to go into jeans and brand labels that's why I usually go straight to the manufacturer I get like 20% off by plainly driving an extra 20 kilometers (about 13 miles if you're asking).
Yeah I know what you mean about your mom, I had the same problem with a few changes I wanted to buy a couple of decorative swords for my room to spice it up a little but she told me no so I thought "what the hell can't win 'em all" but the next day she walks into my room saying she wants to get me a new bed and desk when I:
A) hardly use my old desk so there's no point in getting me a new one
B) I don't need a new bed this one still fits me just fine (even though I've been using for about 13 years)
Ok look never fight security once they get you it's a sure way to get yourself banned from the store for a very long while (I still can't go to the arcade).
Ok look I'll take it that going to church interests you about as much as a synagogue is fun for me (only around the holidays and sometime that's too much).
You know your math teacher should really learn how to chill I haven't managed to make my HW in math from the beginning of the school year (I can't really understand anything about trigonometry induction or calculus for that matter.
Ok before you make it look like I got shot in the thigh, had my appendix removed and got a girlfriend all in the same time that's overwhelming for most people but only two things happened at the same time the girlfriend and the appendix the gunshot happened somewhere two summers ago just after the second Lebanon is Israel war I figured I'd walk all the way to Serbia to visit PM91 but Hezbollah nearly caught me half way shot me in the leg and I went into shock for a couple of hours while I was hiding after that I tried patching myself up with some stuff I had and contacted the army they said I had to get to a border if I want to get picked up so I had to find the way to Turkish border where they picked me up and took me to a hospital, I'm not going to say anymore then that because it's not an easy thing to talk about.
Ok let me see your crush filled your locker with condemns and they all dropped when you opened it it'll get a 6.8 from me not that original and he could have done it without you locker code (if he had it that's a whole point) either way for this type of action a retaliation and means of retribution is in order try filling he's locker with used jockstraps (use gloves if you don't feel like touching something that touched the football team groins) that gets an 8 on my count a ten if you're wondering is personal, painful and humiliating to the victim and my have well lets call it an area of effect.
This is me saying later
02/27/08
Polarismad91
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02/25/08
Well first off sorry about taking two days to answer back i just got Devil may cry3 for my computer and i'm burning up time like nobody's buisness (what can i say i like hacking and slashing while using trickster) anyway lets look at what you said now shall we?
Well i have to say i'm pretty suckie at gym to (I'd like to have a better phisic i'm as skinny as fuck man, and i had surgery a day after i started a gym regien) and don't say i got a 95 cause this semester was on skip rope you need to have one leg to get less than an A.
Nah let me tell you that my logic always works for instence i have this useless kid usually play on my team he doesn't even bother moving during the games so one day i told him "Avi when the other team gets the ball run and scream as hard as you can" and he did the other team focused on him and tofek whom most people need to stand on a chair and jump to have a heart to heart took the ball and scored XD brainy guys for the win MABAR SUCKS.
-i'll edit a link as soon as i can
-My teacher is a russion bitch that can kill with a look, she wears her coat like it's a cape (ever watched bleach? just like the first squad capitan wears his white jacket) we finished the stuff we need to know for our final exam but she still wants us to learn the stuff we don't need to know so i really hate her and she won't give you a boost just a boot out of class to the lower levels.
-No dude i didn't get to paint anything not even a cote of paint their being lazy as usual and i have to wake them up just so they'll do what they want to do still i guess someone has to keep them on their toes.
-Not going to comment on your grades we both know that you're planning on something that doesn't need a highschool deploma (either that or pull yourself together man time is running out).
-No way i'll dump her she's way too cute and everything, by all means she is my type but it looks like i'm not her's and since i haven't seen her for a week i don't know dick about her and i can't do anything until thursday.
-Ok dude if you don't want to see the scar that's fine by me and yeah i can use it to show off and say it's a knife wound and patch this little story to match and yeah i did need the break from school to get my head in gear again because of the strike they canceled out all of our holidays and 2 weeks of summer break, i want to break their necks for that.
-Dude don't diss the holocaust with me around and it's deffently not an exaguration 6 milion dead jew not people in total, here's an intersting figure for you 27 million dead little ruskies about 7 mil american's and god knows how many brits (let's keep the french out of this one no need to emberce dust).
-Dude next time i'm gone for a long period of time just send a message so i'll show you a sign of life.
-WAIT hold up hold up you study Latin? (british acsent) dear god man do you know what that means? that you can talk Latin and do stuff in ummm well Latin? i don't know but getting benifet like that for doing something you like is defenetly worth it.
nice time handling i must say.
i really haven't done anything this week aside for a paper for english about metallica and walking to the mall after about 400 meters i had to stop for a few minets i got really tired just from walking and my side started hurting it sucked big time, also i think i'm losing my hair and i love my hair, i don't want to look like my dad (you can fry eggs on his head on a hot day) oh and by the way did you check the site i sent you? did you like anything you see?
02/27/08
mangaka7
The body of your character is too big in proportion to the limbs, making them look really thin. If you reduced the width of his torso the limbs would look bigger.
His hands are too small. It should be big enough to grab most of of his face.
The deltoid muscle should be bigger and longer. You don't need to draw that "line" for it. The location of the biceps is fine. Good work! However, his right arm (our left) is too short compared to other.
The rectus abdominis (abs) should not get wider as it gets lower.
The position of the lower legs are too high. It should only be that high if we are viewing the character from a higher level. In your drawing, we are at the same height/level with the character. Therefore, his lower legs should be flat on the ground.
The next time you attempt a pose, I highly suggest that you look at some reference pictures first. You can use Google images, deviantART stock images, etc. You can also get a manikin such as Art S. Buck Anatomical Models.
Lastly, please reduce the size of your image. It doesn't need to be 1697 x 3882 px. We don't need to look at your drawing so close and have longer loading times.
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02/25/08
L Perfection
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02/24/08
You know i wasn't really expecting me so i guess we're even now.
Hmm so you've done things you can tell me about and thing that your too embarrassed to talk about to a person who lives half way across the world and is right now telling you that he has probably done things that can chew you up and spit you out without even a seconds hesitation.
OK you say that you have a boat load of guilt i don't get is it because of the things that you've done things or is it plainly there but either way i can help you (or at least that's what i'd like to think).
Well guess the best place to start from is the beginning love;
welcome to the most complex thing about being a human being (well that sounds weird) there are no rules to love and for the sake of the argument i'd rather get shot in the leg again before falling in love (at least i know when a gun shot will heal) i'm guessing that since you can't date but (or have you turned 16 without me noticing) you really want to you're felling frustrated my tip would be sit this one out and wait think about it reasonably the chances that this person is the one you're going to get married to are slim to non existing so just wait until you can date (wow that rimes sweet) but if you think that who ever you're in love with is going to be the 1 you would marry than go for it blow your mom and dad out the window.
Ok let me get this straight you fell of a roof and didn't break anything so i can assume a couple of things:
1) you were drunk since you're way too smart to do that intentionally
2)you fell on a soft puffy surface like snow or a trampoline
next on the list is getting arrested, let me tell you that i'm the last person to tell you what you should do since i already have a criminal record about some things i did when i was younger (and allot dumber if i may add) but i have to admit that nudity in public isn't something i did myself even when i was high and drunk at the same time so this leads me to think that you've defiantly been drinking alcohol lately wait until your first hangover that should cure you from any further attempts at under aged drinking.
SLAPPING A PERVERT!!!!!!11 i didn't know my brother was in the US anyway double thumbs up from me but you should have kicked him in the balls instead it's far more effective XD.
Good to know school is going great for you because that makes one of us (you'll see what i mean).
Ha told you that if you'll look you'd see that for every friend you make you should earn at least half an enemy (on the other hand maybe ignorance is bliss on this one).
wow a missing relative that shows up after you thought he was dead sorry to tell you that won't make that much of a fuss over here don't take this the wrong way i'm happy for you it's just that for jews this happened once every week so many of us find lost relatives that even the newspapers have stopped publishing these.
ok why the heck did you get carried away by security? shoplifting or holding the place up ? come on tell old M what his partner crime is doing and do art supplies have to do with it all?
regarding your question about what have i been up to here's your answer (just know that wrote this to Polarismad91 originally i'm just too tired to rewrite it for you so don't take it personally i'm just lazy so sorry if it looks out of context it's not you it's me (sounds like a lame break up line)
in drawing i kind of failed to make plenty of them , i usually go for quality over quantity so i only managed to make a single drawing through the whole month i don't think it came out too well but i've posed it here in the gallery so go check it out anyway.
Ok lets clear something up for the time being asking me about school and about life is just about the same thing since i usually start school at 7:30 AM and finish at 4:00 PM but i'll try to separate it as much as i can (here goes nothing): school has been the biggest BITCH you could have imagined, since i suck at 5 point math the teacher decided that i should do the 4 point math questions so i'll have a safety net to fall to the only problem is that she decided to do this a week before the first exam so what the rest of the class had about 5 months to study i had to do in 4 days (i figured i'd take Saturday off since i worked all of the other days) point is i'm expecting something along the lines of a 93 to a 95 since i had a carry-on mistake (you know when a small mistake at the beginning drags on and on changing the whole exercise) and i think it isn't that bad for one weeks worth of study.
the class board (the kids who are the so called "In" but god knows on what) figured that since we're all staying in class for give or take 6-8 hours (I.E. 60 min a day, putting me, my brother and a few other kids aside since we're the crazy guys with more than 2 subjects) than we should paint the class like a living room since we practically live in the class room (frankly some of the other kids are plainly tenants in their parents house they just go in through the door and straight to bed) so either way the go to one of the few guys in class that know how to draw (you can guess who that is) and tell him 'make this place look like a living room regardless to the fact that i've never drew landscape in my life so i spent four fucking days coming up with a design and getting it to look reasonable on live size and than when i show it to them they're all 'Well that's nice matan but you know what, we decided that we want to go for a plain paint job and get the whole class painted banana yellow' by god they were saved by the bell because if it hadn't had rung at that moment i would have been held for a 4 way homicide.
oh and yeah we got out report cards (well their not really report cards because we had a 2 month strike so they're more like estimation sheets but here we go)
english 5p:94
math 5p:35
biolagy 5p:96
history:99
PE: 95
chemistry 5p: 97
hebrew studies: 75
litrature:65
Spoken arabic 5p: 85
written arabic 5p: 85
bible: 85
as you can see not that bad of a report card (i was told not to count math) but as funny as it is in the subjects i was to excel at because i'm a hebrew speaker i sucked (i never liked hebrew and literature is just to fucking ambiguous for me the language spoken in class is just too stupid for me to understand) and that just covers my school life.
my other life has been going a bit better for me than that i finally managed to get myself a GF even though we haven't really had a date yet she's called Dasha and she's from the 10th grade (i'm 11th for that matter) she's a really nice girl to hang out with and we both draw and do tings together but i don't really see myself doing anything other than kiss and talk to her so my guess that if this will turn out to be a long term relationship it won't last over 6 months.
next thing on the chart is the reason i actually have time to write this to you i got ten days off from school i had my Appendix removed because it was inflamed so i get loads of time off but let me tell you something it hurts like hell (remember i got shot in the leg and this was worse than the bullet hole) i mean i woke up from sleep at 5:30 AM and i screamed my head off until i managed to wake someone up and they took me to the DR who directed us to the hospital where they said i had Appendicitis and that i have to be operated or i'll die so now i have a gash the length of a finger and a half in my stomach with staples coming out of it (ever saw Nemesis from resident evil 2 my gut will look like that if i move the patch away) so now i get to stay home and do as i like, use pain killers because the scar hurts so i'm high as a kite with red piss oh and if you'd like i'll send you a picture of me with the patch (i'm not going to take it off that's some Dr job to do on next Monday).
i met with a holocaust survivor somewhere in between and he showed us some very deep stuff like photos of his parents and sister whom died during the war, the number he was impritinted with and how do 1700 dead people look if you take away the four that hid under the corpses he told us allot about the things the Nazis did to them and i got to tell you it's enough to shock a guy when you realize that this isn't just another chapter in a history book (well for you it might be but for me it's something that happened to my people)
my view of religion hasn't changed one bit ever since we last talked i still don't believe in god but consider myself jewish still i find it funny.
wish i could say i won't go away for a long time but i'm not going to lie to you i cant promise that since my other final exams are starting to come up and i don't know how to manage my time yet but for now this is me sighing out.
02/24/08