Matan nawi
- Age: 19
- Gender: Male
- Location: holon IL
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Ayumu777
Not in hebrew, but I soemtimes (very rarely) have dreams in English :D (Or at least I think so....dunno, some of my dreams are very confusing *___* )
Original comment »
12/02/08
Too bad, I comented on this on the question i posted (last thing published).
I hope your studies of whichever language you may choose will go fine.
God i can't remember a dream that had only one language in it, i mean they talk in all the languesges I know and some jibrish and yidish and chines (yeah like you said it's really comfusing!)
12/02/08
SinanDira
يهودي؟ من إسرائيل؟ وتتحدث العربية؟ أنت تفاجئني! :)
كذلك يبدو أن أصدقاءك يكتبون كثيرًا، هذا يشوّقني، وأنا في الواقع لم أعرف عماذا تتحدثون بعد. أنا أحب التحدث عن المعتقدات الدينية المبنية على فلسفة منطقية.
11/08/08
L Perfection
Ha ha. I see no point in doing that, but whatever floats your boat. Ha. You cheered me up a bit too. Didn't I tell you what my dad's occupation was? I thought I did.
Yes, you are very accurate. You get a "gold star" for that one. The sad part is, I'm never ever going to get my fucking driver's permit until I'm twenty fucking five because my family can't afford a car, the insurance, or the physical, etc.
No I did it because I know I'm smarter than these dumb pieces of shit I go to school with. I'm not being arrogant, there are some with potential, but other than that, no one is leaving the shit hole that I live in. Anyways, back to what you were saying. Wow, that's pretty tough. It sounds rather boring too. Busy, but boring.
Have you really had an AirSoft party before? Or are you just playin' with me? I actually don't find blowing up dead amimals amusing anymore, but on June 8, 2008, with a bunch of horny nerds, you do end up enjoying mutilating a dead animal.
I'm just an insane girl who refuses to believe in reality. I'm not loud and obnoxious at all. Don't forget that. Speaking of whores, I've been calling my friends and Maureen that all week. Heather and Julie aren't bothered by it, but Maureen and Sam are. I find it stupid, but I've been getting into horrible fights lately. First, it was that one girl who was being a total bitch because of her nails, then my boyfriend didn't talk to me for like three weeks straight, then we had to break up. Then, my dad decided to be a bitch to me and not fulfil his promises to me and instead, I got shit I didn't want like some yelling and lecturing about shit that I already know, shit that I've heard 1,000 times from him, and shit that is so stupid like his racism. Then, my mom hit me because I was talking back to my father. I wasn't grounded at all, I was just given a beating, which sucked. Then they spoil Maureen some more with things she doesn't fucking want while my parents don't even supply what I need. And she acts like the spoiled fucking brat that she is and then she's like "It's okay Laura. Maybe if you don't talk back to daddy next time you'll get something for once." They also wouldn't let me go anywhere. I wanted to go sleep in some barn with my friend Crystal, but then they said no, but when Maureen asked to go to her friend's house, they let her go and I haven't been out of the house in over three years, but Maureen's gone every fucking weekend. Then my father decides to get up at 5:00 AM and slam doors, yell, eat all the food, blast the television, and porn surfs every morning while I'm trying to fucking sleep -- regardless of whether it's a school night or not. But when mother's home, he's so fucking quiet, you can hear a pin drop. Also, some my parents are pissed at me for skipping church for three months straight. Some kid that really likes me is bothering me about going. Everytime I show up, he's gets all obnoxious and he says "WELL LOOK WHO DECIDED TO SHOW UP!! HEY EVERYONE! IT'S LAURA AND SHE'S FINALY AT CHURCH!" and then he starts clapping and causes a scene to punish me for not being at church. Basically, everything that you can possibly think of, has happened to me this week. I'm glad I don't have a boyfriend anymore. I am and I'm not. At least he doesn't have to live through what I'm living through and he's off to a better life while I live every day in dread in this shithole. Oh goodness, I'm sorry for laying this all on you. No one wants to talk to me anymore for some odd reason. Sam is mad at me and she won't talk to me because Maureen's being a dick to her, and the others have their own reasons. I'm also sorry for crying on you like three times. I've just picked a bad day to reply to this. Now I'm just ranting off about how much I want to end my life.
I know, I know, I know. I should have never let him do anything to me and I should have been forceful with him, but I'm just not anymore. Colin and I used to hit each other all of the time and then one day Colin hit me and my dad yelled at him and he didn't hit me anymore and he didn't speak to me anymore. I don't hit anyone anymore because it reminds me of Colin. Colin and I used to have some kind of thing for each other, but it's gone now since I moved to a shithole town while he's in fucking paradise. At least he's happy. Anyways, I'd go out of my way to do anything for Maureen and I never really get a thank you from her anyways, but no matter how pissed off at her that I am, I'll still do it for her. She's been a jerk to me today already. She told me that I should burn in hell for all that I've done to this family and that I should leave. This is the third or fourth time she's said that to me this month, so now I'm starting to believe she means it. I always thought that she didn't know what she was talking about and she was just using her annoyance at me to hide her anger at someone else, but I could be wrong. Anyways, I think Donald is out of my life for a while, until we meet again at the beach this summer, if I decide to live this long, and then he'll be like "What's your name?" then my dad will come along and say "Hey Don!" and he'll know exactly who I am and then he'll ask me if I "dumped my boyfriend's ass" yet and I'll be in utter hell... again.
I've always had a low self esteem ever since my mom critiqued me. See, I used to be an obese little child and she used to just tell me how fat I was, then I couldn't take it anymore and I became an anorexic/bulimic teenager, and now I'm all fucked up. Why wouldn't I have a low self esteem after that? I'm not a very good student anymore. That 110% I had in history just dropped to a 103% because I wasn't trying hard enough and I am trying to be a better sister, but it's getting so hard to be when Maureen's annoyed with me and the rest of the world every day and decides to treat me like shit because of her annoyance. I was walking in the yard today, and she was walking in the yard today, and I started to walk with her and make pleasant conversation and then she's like "I don't wanna walk with you. Go in the house NOW!" and then I said "Give me a good reason to." and then she said "Because I don't want you around." Then she swore at me, pushed me, and I just got up, brushed myself off and went in the house. Being a sister is harder than it looks. I'm not being such a role model anymore now that I don't go to church, I've started getting into drugs, being loud and unladylike, and I've lost all sense of being a human. I'm basically property of my parent's until I'm 18 when they kick me out on the street and or decide to marry me off because they want grandchildren so bad. Why would I bring an innocent child into this cruel world? Please. It's not like I'm going to find the right guy anyways. I'm now looking for the paticular guy. Not just some man ho. Anyways, back to the subject. I just wasn't flat out prepared for it. I decided to procrastinate and fool around with my boyfriend and crammed two minutes before I had to go take the test. I hope you did well on your tests. You're smart, I think you did well.
Why is my frown upside down? Because I'm upside down. Lol. I'm just joking. It just seems that everything bad that can happen to me, happens. Like my dad is running 20 lights on in the house currently and that's running up the electric bill so now when mother comes home, she's going to turn down the heat in our room and the rest of the house so we're going to freeze this week. Next, since my dad ate all the food in the house and he's leaving tomorrow (and getting sued) and we're not going to be shopping for the next week since we can't afford good food. We're also out of dog food, so Maureen and I are going to starve this week. Also, with the new president, all I'm going to be hearing is the word "nigger" the rest of the week from my mother and father. It greatly upsets me that my parents act that way. A lot of things upset me. My goodness... this are interesting times, aren't they? I can't wait until Christmas and Thanksgiving. You know what Matan? I think I should just die. I'm just a burden to my family. Maybe if I was never born, things wouldn't be as bad for my family. I kind of wish that I could provide for myself so I'm less of a burden. Ugh... I'm sorry for this. Just let me know if this is too much for you. I'll just talk it out to myself.
My goodness! All moms and dads are like that, aren't they? Even my mom asks me if I'm looking at porn online, which greatly insults me. I never had in my life... I can't smile without her thinking it's sexual related. I'm always random and insane. You should have seen me a couple days ago. It was hilarious. I could have been mistaken for someone that escaped from the local mental hostpital (they don't call them insane asylums anymore). I've also been strutting around and calling my best friend prostitutes the whole week.
My goodness, I'm glad you're alright. That'd be bad if something bad happened like that. Especially since your so young. I could have a blood clot or heart failure any second thanks to what I've done to myself. Anways, stay healthy, please.
Wow, that's awesome. Loud, but still awesome. I would never have the guts to ask someone to sign anything for me. Lol. Good, be glad for your right to vote. It's a privilage really.
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11/07/08
Hey Laura how are you now? hope you're not getting used to the idea of being in a small town, but here are a couple tips for living in these small places
1)Act friendly: even if they're all idiots you cant fly without a wing man and you can't blow a nuclear reactor without an entire squadron covering your rear, who knows you might just need them one day for some incomprehensible reason.
2)Cliquish people are like sheep, if you know how to point than they'll follow your orders just have to figure out what body language do these guys understand (it works trust me).
3) Seeing as you want to keep in shape and your body toned i can give you a few tips, if you'd like that please say that specifically in your response.
4)Don't act like you're superior to them even if you are, it's easier to gain their trust when they see you as an equal.
Ok a town of five thousend people; that doesn't even fit Israeli standerts for a town , it's a teporery settlement in the middle of nowhere.
No quit frankly you said that you didn't want to talk about what your dad does so I assumed it was either something sop secret or illegal and i'd love to know what his line of work is (between us my dad is a professional cleaner 2nd to the boss so he says what goes on the site and how it's done but he also has to do some of the work himself.
Yes I am just that good ! figured out the distance with nothing but sheer mind power, but hey listen a driver's licence isn't all what it's cracked up to be, i mean unless you want to use the car to go to somewhere descreat to do stuff (wink wink) and think that you can't buy a good looking car before you really turn 25 so there's no acctual point of getting a license because than you're going to have to share your mom's car and trust me it's no fun at all.
Ok you got me I've never played Airsoft before (or at least not with that many words we call it paintball over here) but i did blow animal up, that i didn't make up
Right so do yourself a favor don't call your freinds whores, they tend to take that rather crudly after a while and you don't them leaving you espcially Marueen she can plainly ignor you or tell your mom whichever you chose as worse (merphies law not mine).
What did your dad promise to you, i'll go Phroidian for a sec and ask you to try and see it from his point of view, if it's expencive you should try and remember what the world is like these days but if it's soething as tivail as a ride somewhere or anything like that then i guess you have been wronged and must pot and effort to make it right, what's this 'stupid shit i've heard 1000 times' you speak of that as dumb as racizem? does your dad have a problem with other ethnic backrounds?
Look here's a leson i've learned somewhere when i was eight and it opplies world wide, a house is a dictatorship, you don't talk back espcially right after they charge you with something, wait until the tempste settles and try to say your opinion in a way that would seem better to them.
Ok to my knowelge there is a diffrent between a barn and a house and you're older so maybe they think that your a tad too much into boys and want to keep you, lets put it as their little girl for a while?
catching your dad surfing porn that's grose and i mean even by my standerts, pigging out and eating everything in the house is being pretty much of an ass and so is waking you up at 5 AM without you asking for it (i sometimes do). So here's the deal, tell your mom that you want to be one with your lord ALONE and not with everyone else, even if it's a lie they should understand you wanting to be solo for a while, tell the kid whom likes you that if he wants to date you than he should ask (if you're not seeing anyone at the moment) he'd either take it or leave it not likely the later, try being assertive when saying it, guys have a problem with the girl taking charge so he's likely to plaily drop you like a bad habit, don't worry about throwing this at my doorstep i urge you to do so and you should wait until i start wailing trust me it's neverending.
If sam is still not talking to you tell her that in spite of the fact that you and your sister share genes that doesn't mean you're her and that if they don't want to stay in contact with you they shouldn't use lame excuses and say it to your face not your ass where they belong!
Try and undersatnd, your sibling is, to my knoledge about three years younger, she's just startiong to form her own opinion and still doesn't know what she's saying you should just casually brush it off.
Ok i admit, you have every right to have low self asstem but guess what that doesn't mean you shouldn't get it up, no matter what other people say always remember that you are a good person, you're an excelent student who's even better than me (the age gap is all there is for you to bridge so put your mind to it and become your life dream by the time i'm 25 (seven years).
Tell your mom (seeing as your dad is fond of your sister) that she's bothering you and thatyou can't keep your grades up with her blowing off all of her frustrations at you for no real reason.
It is my beliefe that you should remind your sister who's the older, wiser, more expierienced one, who may i add can deleiver a mean can of ass wooping when needed.
STAY AWAY FROM ALL DRUGS ! I can help you through anything but that! if your perents decide to throw you out than try to get a job real quick and a place (even a rotten one with a horrible roomate) before they do it, and remember in any wedding there's a line that has to be said at least twise "I do" if you don't say it it's here by nullified but keep hope at your side, everything might work out and every pot has a lid (old jewish saying for every man and woman have a mate somewhere out in the world it's just the question of finding them).
Thanks for your concern, yes i did do well on all my exams A+ in english 671 on the S.A.T (i'm still 19 points short of what i want but i have another chance at the 4/7/09 (read as you'd write it).
so if you're upside down does that make you a bat? can i examin you? i know an awful lot about bats from biolagy, what is your dad being sued for?
your parents have a problem with Obama being president? because from what i can tell he's someting like a revolutionary combining both democartic and conservative views, hell i listened to his speeches and wanted to vote for him, but i couldn't, which reminds me i got to elect the town's mayor and in 70 days i get to choose who would be Israel's next head of state (i haven't decided yet but i might vote for Kadima or Likod both seem promenent), yes indeed we live in facinating times hopefully we'd be able to tell our grandkids about them (ok i think that sounds like i'm saying we're a future couple, sorry if i am).
Seeing as you're devoted (or at least to some extent a believer) christian let me tell you this the chance of you being born was two by the power of fourty eight, that's over sixteen million to one, do you think that Jesus really went through all the trouble of singling you out just so you'd kill yourself? i don't think so!
Yeah i mean even though i hardly ever lie to them, i'm not going to admit watching online porn to them, it's my buissness and mine alone (as long as i do it by myself there was this one time where my GF helped me, that was oquared one i think about it).
now it's my time to start talking but i have very little to say:
to begin with i've turned eighteen 15 hours 37 minutes and 48 seconds ago (yay me) so now i can buy cigarets alchohal and all other level one controlled substences for my Friends whom are still 17, i've also gained the title 'grandfather' seeing as i'm the oldest male in my classroom and in the past year i've gain two pounds (for me that's alot), i've also gotten a chance to shoot an M16A1 with a M203 attatchment (grenade launcher) and i obliterated the target with my second shot after hitting it with 20 5.73 m"m rounds we had an army core day and all cores showed us their stuff, that's the rifle found it's way to my hands which still hurt from the recoil, we were in the Anti-Air buth, Combat Engeniering, Air Force, Transprot, Medical Core and Kfire but i think i'll go for the combat engeniering combined with medical training of a general practitioner because beleive it or not yours truely has gained access to the exclusive club of people whom the army is willing to postponed service alow to study for a first degree for seven years and enter the tour of duty as an officer who's also a medical DR with penty of benifets such as an increased salary and during my studies the army pays up to 90% of all my expencies as a student including books, tawition, acomidations and food, can you believe this? i felt like dancing when i heard, and i'm still expeirencing the uphoria and all that's between me and that is 19 S.A.T point and i'll be damned if i let something as trivial as that stop me from achiving my goal!
And once i'm done i can pick the squad i join and i want Combat Engeniering these guys do the craziet things i've ever heard of; break ins using lock picks and explosing, repelling through windows, omgas, set charges, defuse enemy charges, breach enemy lines, clear mine feilds, flaten city blocks with the push of a botton, creat bridges, clear non convetional warefar, destry enemy strong holds, clear all the tunnles under gaza (the unit doing that is called Samur, weasel, but the people in it are called samurais isn't that awsem?) the also have the most armored thing in the whole army it's called a D9R, the front can take tank shells like nobodys buisness even armor peircing rockets don't go through it and the sides can stand grande blasts and armor peircing bullets, and they have covert units that deal exclusivly with over seas activities, the type that we won't admit doing any the enemy won't admit sustaining, the guys even have their own theme song called "Pride of Silver" (it's a pun, it means a pride made of silver and of the ones which are silver) here have a listen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BeVpEXl0PA4&feature=related
this is the translation of the song
translation transcript
יחד, בנחישות ותעוזה
ראשונים בחזית, הנדסה.
שדה מוקשים או גשר
תיל או מטען
כל מכשול נפרוץ בגאווה
גאוות היחידה הכסופה.
פזמון:
עוד נפרוץ את הדרך, עוד נצלח תעלה,
הנדסה קרבית ראשונים תמיד,
גאוות הכסופים הנדסה!
נפלס את דרכנו, נטהר המכשול
הנדסה קרבית,
משפחה עתיד, עם חזון למחר ותקווה.
יהל"מ בכתר
עצמה בכלי צמ"ה גדוד המחץ להב ואסף
פלסים מהשורה הראשונה
כל אנשי האב"ך
טוהר המשימה
כסף הוא הצבע השולט
והלב מתמלא גאווה
פזמון:
נפלס את דרכנו, נטהר המכשול
הנדסה קרבית,
משפחה עתיד, עם חזון למחר ותקווה.
קול קורא בדרך,
פנו דרך שם
כל הר יישפל לכדי גבעה
עמקים יינשאו בתרועה
פזמון:
11/28/08
L Perfection
WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLL the "beginning" is a long way away because I like to detail everything in my life so I'm just going to try to be as brief as I can -- not too brief though. Let's see. In June, I was invited to an Airsoft party and we mutilated a snake and lit smoke bombs most of the time. Maureen and I were the only two girls there. That's how it should be. I'm used to being around guys. Don't call me a ho. I know you're thinkin' it. Anyway, then my dad decided to take me to the beach and Maureen met this guy who wanted our phone number and she started calling him and she said "Laura, will you get him away from me." so being a good sister that I am, I decided to help her out. So I went to the beach and I see this tall skinny kid and I thought "What's so bad about him?" the second he opened his mouth I could see why. He had the accent of a southerner, which is really, REALLY uncommon here in the North part of PA. So yeah, we went out in the water and he started touching Maureen and I was like "Who the fuck does that? Get the fuck away from my sister you man ho!" and then he's like "Whoa girl!" and I'm like "Oh, it's on." and he challenged me. So, while Donald and I were battling it out, Maureen and dad were watching us. Then they left and he decided to get friendly with his hands and touch my goods. I was so angry that I just left and he followed me. Dad was like "Be nice to him." and I was like "FINE! JEEZ!" and I went to the restroom and when I came out he freakin' grabbed my hand and took me to a secluded place and I was like "What do you want Spanky?" and he thought I was playing games with him so then I have no clue what I did, but he thought I was toying with him so he freakin' urinates on my chest and I'm thinking "Well, that's the second time that's happened in my life." and I freak out because he's peeing on me. I didn't let that go on for too long so I just ran away and had him follow me. SOOOOO to make along story short I got rid of the fag once and for all by pretending I was Kelly and then Kelly commited suicide because he was bothering her and I feel so pained that I drove someone to suicide again.
Well, hm... let's see... I talked to my boyfriend all summer. We're not together anymore as of two mintues ago because I'm a stupid fuck up that won't go anywhere in life. I can't even take my driver's test or pass the PSATs. Oh yeah, and I have a couple of new friends and I got involved in church a lot more. My friends right now are keeping my head above water. I feel so shitty right now it's not even funny. I'm like on the verge of suicide and thank God I'm typing this or I would be hurting myself right now. Anyways, two days ago I was happier and you would have heard something different, but as of right now, it's not going to get to great until I decide what I'm going to do with myself.
Oh yeah, I accidentally deleted 2 or 5 of my e-mail addresses since like June so you could have an old e-mail address. I accidentally deleted it and my Myspace and everyone got all pissy about it. Jeez. Don't add me then! Oh yeah, and "walla" is actually "voila". It's French for "there it is". Just some useless fact for you to know just in case it comes up in conversation sometime.
Well, I'd like to hear how you did. Taking tests like those are hard, trust me I know. They may or may not be the same, but I know how hard they can be. I seriously have come to believe that America's tests are the easiest. :/ Anyways, lol horny corn. I hate saying that, but it was good for the occasion. Well, I'm delighted you are into stretching. Hurray for Phys Ed!
OMG! Don't mention Colin. My whole family thinks that I like him and my mom wants me to go to college with him and marry him and all of that. She's been getting really girly with me lately. She's like "OOOH! Are you callin' boys?", "OOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! What's his name?", "You do realize that you can't date until you're 16?", "Do you like him?", "When I was in high school...." and so on and so forth.
Maureen and I are doing alright. I tried really hard not to hound you for spelling her name wrong. He he. We have kind of hit a roughspot in our dudeness (or sistership because only we know what dudeship is), but we're doing alright other than that. All of her guy friends are starting to hang around me though. It's kind of bothering me because people keep calling me a whore for hanging around a guy and acting like a pyschotic person in a normal world. Yesterday, I wrote a poem about bandanas, screamed about hookers in the lunch room, danced around in the lunch room and got yelled at, wrote "deer ass fuck" on my history homework, gave a potato chip to some random kid, hugged the kid I nominated as the "Maker of Thanksgiving" and he was really freaked out because he doesn't know me and I don't know him, and a whole bunch of other stuff. It's only going to get worse now that I don't have a reason to hold back. Woo! More depression. :|
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10/23/08
Wow so now you're a gym goer kind of gal? guess i'll learn something new every day.
Even if you're always home I would stalk your house and wait until you go to school and sit on your doorstep until you come back or someone who has a key to your house would come by and ask me what am i doing there i.e your mom or dad (who still works in an undisclosed facility FBI much isn't it?) and than i'd have to explain to them that you have a jewish freind who desided to come by and visit you after going all the way from Israel (even though the price of a plane ticket and a visa is getting pretty much high these days).
Ok from what you said you have a 3 hour bus ride meaning 1.5 per way and assuming you live in an urben location that comes down to roughly 45 miles drive but i'm guessing it has stops on the way and doesn't go directly from you to the school hence i deduce that you live about 13 to 16 miles away from your school (well either that or i've just made a fool out of myself).
See now why take two math corses if you know you're bad at it unless you really have to for when you go to universaty and please don't forget that i took 3 inhanced subjects with 8 hours a week each not to metion english and math which were the same basicly i had roughly spent three whole days a week in school and i don't have homeroom hours to do anything.
Yeah airsoft parties rock, so is putting snakes on fire but it's funnier when you do it with an animal that moves fast and set it ablaze (the good part is when they run into the city and hide under cars BOOM hahaha) smoke bombs are fun but you should try the bigger version (mostly home made it's like a somke screen that tanks use to hide on a battle field).
Well for your information I wasn't going to call you a 'ho' (more like whore, trampet, adulterer) but honestly i was going to call you a tom boy, and just for the record i'm the same just the other way around and not gay (now you were thinking it).
Beach insident; very nasty i mean the guy started touching her in the water, what happened to a slap to the face that leaves an imprint for a week? (and a few scattered teeth) wait by battling do you meen making him have some very big sours? (explain as much as humanly capable).
RED ALERT, RED ALERT, PERV' DETECTED DESTROYING ANY FUTURE OPTION OF PTA MEMBERSHIP or at least i hope you did, i mean if anyone would have touched my sister like that i'd cut off his balls and nail them to his door, and what's up with you letting him pee on your chest, moment you saw him going for his dick was when you should have:
A) ran like hell screaming help
B) punched his lights out
C) do anyhting but let him follow up with what he was doing
suicide a teenagers most common though (other than sex that is), i really have no pitty for the perv' he should kill himself for making 'kelly' die.
Ok what's up with the low self esstem? you're a good person and a great student (not to metion a fine sister from what i can tell), a driver's lisence is far too over rated if you ask me there're far better uses for both our time at this moment and don't worry about the PSAT you can always take it again and study using a prepatory (i did and i'm getting the results next week *gasp*).
So what's keeping the frown from turning upsie down? i mean being a church goer and relaingon your friends isn't that bad.
Yeah i guessed you deleted some of your e-mail adresses (tried sending didn't work).
Ok walla is fromed from the french, i'm not going to use that word again (i hate the french).
Here is some useless info for you israeli students spend more days studying than any other and their grades are still among the lowest in the world funny isn't it?
god your mom is so emberassing it's like mine asking if i'm calling girls or surfing porn online, well aren't we acting random.
now's my time to talk, well to begin with i just remember that i was suspected of having a heart condition and an infection of the vesicle system surrounding it after feeling chest aches while running, got checked turned out to be nothing really.
School sent us on a field trip this Sunday, we drove up north for 6 whole hours a real pain if you ask me but we got to go to one of the country's most memorable combat fields in the Valley of Tears (Emek Habacha) where give or take 80 of our tanks defeated over 370 Syrian tanks within 3 days and we witnessed a reenactment of the fight with real tanks firing and smoke screens and i got the commander of the fight to sign a hat for me it was wonderful, he's a war hero and everything
oh and now i get to vote for office and Mayer.
10/30/08
Manga artist in the making
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10/23/08
L Perfection
Well, a lot has happened and I don't know where to start. We haven't talked in what? 6 months? I don't even get on here anymore because I had to be an idiot and delete my email address to this account and it's fairly hard to log in here. Anyway, yeah, what do you want to know? There's too much to say.
Yes, I would like to know about what you've been up to. :)
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10/21/08
Wow wow wow... what's this, the Jerry springer show without the blips? watch you language missy or i'll give you a time out, (even though that would mean tracking you down to somewhere in Pennsylvania, getting a tourist visa to the US waiting by your doorstep for 3.5 hours until you get there and coming back here to face charges of fleeing the country to avoid military service but what the hell, i don't have my hands full right now) so you're back in school and you get a pile of HW every day of the week, have you tried asking you enemy/ teacher to stop? to dile down the school your has just started and you're only a 10th grader (not so sure about that part) but the probability is that it wouldn't work and you'd have to suck it up, can't change that bit sorry about it but that's how it is.
Why not start from the beginning? it's a good of a place as any and even though it might seem we haven't talked in 6 months it's actually more like two maybe two and a half no more.
Wait you erased your email listed to this site? lol, there should be a warning sign against that or something but what's the trouble logging in here you type your profile name and password and walla you're in the house.
I'd like to know everything you are allowed to say, i mean i'm pretty sure that you must have had about two extra relationships that i don't know about and it would be nice to hear about someone else's love life preferably a working one (i'm sorry but sex with a friend from time to time doesn't count ok?) and if everything is as you say "too much" than how about writing it in bite size chunks?
Now for my part, well i haven't been through much I did the Psychiatric exam (it turns out that i can lift a pen with the power of my mind, all proff' X style and everything) i'm expected to get a 630 but i'm hoping for a 700 ish, it's a really hard exam because of the lack of time (you have more questions than minutes) and that has taken up most of my time until the beginning of this month when school started, got all of my bagrut exam grades most of them aren't that bad and i can live with them, some i can't.
Had a relationship (if you can call it like that) we met in class sh said I reminded her of an old boyfriend and I was horny period (you can guess where this went on to).
I also started working out because i have a PE bagrut this year and i'm trying to learn new stretches so i wouldn't repeat the same boring stuff over and over again (wait until you see me do it, it'd make Colin drop his jaw).
How are you and your sister, Merueen was it? by the way what are your school majors?
10/22/08
L Perfection
10/17/08
Well aren't we grumpy in the morning,what's up with you?
I've been around (hope you haven't developed any abdonment issues over me) I promis to tell you all about it if you want to.
And the "mommy" thing was written because i've been watching far too much "Dr. Who" in the past few weeks, but frankly it's a great show and I love it.
Talk back to me, tell me everything i've missed while i was away.
10/17/08
Manga artist in the making
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10/17/08
good to know that i can trust you dude!
10/17/08
Manga artist in the making
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10/15/08
I meant to ask if yourself are a contortionist or have any experience with people who are such, but if you say that you have some degree of knowledge in PE that might be useful to the both of us ,frankly my teacher says he has little knowledge but he pretty much knows the whole anatomy book and PE guidebooks
10/16/08
Eskimo777
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10/09/08
L Perfection
Hm... I've decided not to because you didn't ask nicely. :/ Sorry. :)
Wow. Any ordinary person would say that you're crazy, Matan. :/ Not me. I've done worse I guess.
Um... I don't know why someone would need 60 email addresses really. I know I don't. One could be for each of the guys that I dated so I can give them my password to show them that I "trust" them. Nah, I'm just joking. I only had 6 email addresses and now I only have 3. The other stuff were just accounts from websites and stuff that I didn't need nor use.
OMG! I love torture! I mean turtles... Ha ha. I used to have a turtle named Clyde. He was awesome. :D
Um... yeah. I don't like to brag, but yeah... I have a feeling I'm gonna be in a little pickle in a minute. I don't think my grades are important... Life isn't that important anymore... Jeez. I could jump off of a cliff, snap my neck, and bleed on the ground forever and not even care. Then I'll go to hell and I'll get clawed by a million demons and be in pain for eternity.
Yeah, I probably have those problems, but I hate chocolate and I hate food and I pretty much hate everything right now so I don't think I'll bother. :/ Maybe when I feel happy again...
No, he's not an assassin. He's a fat lard that sits on the couch all day and eats and watches stupid shit on television... Well, I shouldn't speak ill of my family really because it may or may not be true most of the time. Everything is true about me though... I'm every bad word you can think of in the book. :( Oh well.
Ha ha. You crack me up sometimes. I wish I had ribbons. Not really. That'd look kinda girly...
I mean bicycle. I hate motorcycles. My ex boyfriend from f*cking Pakistan got into a motorcycle accident (too bad he didn't die). I hate those things. My hate for them is so great, you will not even be able to comprehend how much I hate motorcycles.
Of course. :) I probably wouldn't help any drunk person. I have very little sympathy for people now... especially people that drink and get drunk.
Yup. :) I love my yellow bicycle. I hate when people touch it and make fun of him. He has feelings you know! Jeez. Today my sister sat on him and she was in the bedroom, which was down the hall and felt that my bike was in pain so I ran into the room and screamed "Get off of my bike!" and I took him to the living room with me and kept an eye on him. My sister was like "How did she know?!" and I said "I have a sixth sense." Ha ha.
The predators of course. Wow. I actually knew that. It's also kinda gross, but at least I knew something. :/ I'm also not going to comment on that. I'm glad I live in America and women have power here. :) That's all I have to say.
"Pourquoi" is the French word for "why". I love to use it. :)
Mmhmm. Sure...
Oh no, please don't get anything for me. I hate when people give me things. Offering is nice, but I hate receiving things. I really don't deserve anything right now but a slap in the face for how stupid I'm being. :/ Yeah, I guess you're right. I won't discuss my mother's age with anyone. I never really have to tell you the truth. Probably with my imaginary friend that sticks around in my head, but other than that, that's pretty much it.
I guess... I didn't mean I'm easy in that way. I just hate how I'm willing to tell anyone anything. It's probably a defect from not having many friends or anyone to talk to for 14 months straight. :/ I'll remember that if I ever have another boyfriend or lover.
Ha ha. It actually does sound funny in all seriousness.
Well, let's see: I've missed 10 episodes of Death Note, and 1 episodes shows at 1:00 AM every week, so let's see now: 10 weeks. :) Simple math.
Well, I learned one thing from you saying that: It's only people in Afghanistan that don't care about watching any television show or movie. They'd rather just hear what happens and move on with their life. :/ Don't ask. I just read it in a book.
I guess that's a good thing. I should learn to keep mourning short too. Too bad I hold on to the past too much and it's hard for me to let go of things. OMG! I love this song. Anyways... yeah, I guess that's it for now. Sorry I'm acting depressing. Hopefully I'll live for at least a week longer.
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06/18/08
L Perfection
Ha ha. Sorry, Matan. It's neither. I'm just a little too busy lately. It's better now. I've been searching through all of my accounts (to try to get my email cleared up) and I found out that I had 60 accounts. So I've been deleting them for a long time now. :/ Now I'm down to 12. I think that's good enough. OMG! I don't feel the stress on my shoulders anymore (don't ask). People say I take care of my accounts like a mother takes care of her children. Um... I don't know if you should comment on that or not. Ha ha.
Oh, that's good. :) Sure, you can detail on that. I don't mind. I already got my report card back, as I just told you. My grades were... exceptional. :|
Ha ha. Actually, if I do sit down and watch a movie, I'll feel like I'm wasting my time so I don't think I will. I wanna watch Napoleon Dynamite now. My mood changes so fast. Ha!
Yeah, I don't want to comment on the gas prices right now. It will just make me angry. Also, I don't like sharing my opinions too often because I feel stupid about saying them. :/ That's just how I am.
Uh... no. Think smaller. :)
My boyfriend of course. Ha ha. Why would you use ribbons? What color are they? :3
Yeah, I tried being angry at her. It didn't work. My anger evaporates in seconds.
I wanna ride my bike. :D It wouldn't help the drunk person, but still, I wanna ride it. OMG. I brought my bike into the bedroom and slept with it last night (not in that way). I love my yellow bicycle. Woah, dramatic change of subject.
Uh, you'd have to know the kid to understand. Um... woops. I mean he was looking at sexual predators in the area and showing the girls. He had like 20 high school girls surrounding him (except for me though) and staring at the computer screen. All of them pretty much look the same. :/ He said there was this one guy in the town over that sniffs bike seats. That's kinda weird. I don't know why someone would wanna go sniff a bike seat. O.O OMG! My bike!
Aw, pourqoi? Did something bad happen between you and her?
I THOUGHT YOU KNEW! Jeez. 10/02. I'm not used to writing the date like that, but oh well. No, my mother is definitely older if your mother is 52. Ha ha. I just love to brag about how old my mother is. :) She should be proud.
What made me change? A sexy guy with an irresistible voice. :3 OMG. You're making me think about him again. Way to go Matan! Ha ha. It's okay. You guys just get a lot out of me. I'll tell ya. I tell you guys everything you wanna know. :/ I declare that I'm too easy.
Ew, wow. I thought me hitting my head numerous times throughout my life would effect me. Ew. That would suck if that happened to me. Not to mention the shots. I hate those things. The last time I got one was when... yeah let's not get into that subject, but I didn't like it.
Excellent. I love the Beatles. So does Pinkpencil. She loves them more though. :) I'm more into other stuff.
Hm... yeah, you're pretty close, although, I think Light is pretty smart. I'm still stuck on the episode where L dies. I'm still grieving his death. I sit in my bedroom every day at 7:00 AM and light candles. That's what daddy says to do when someone dies. It must be a Catholic thing... Ha ha.
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06/17/08
Wow the 27th that's a lot of time from now, so i don't think that you start worrying just yet (i on the other hand am going to get a 500 word list to memorize so i have a really good reason to freal out) i would like however to read about your grades if you don't mind i'd like to compare mine to yours once i get my report card (which is two days from now).
I'm doing great thanks for asking, i manage to fix my time deprivation by cutting down on my sleep and taking loads of vitamins so i can actually go for a week with seven hours of sleep (one hour per night) and still act relatively normal putting aside the fact that i can't stop sitting like L in class and my teachers keep telling me that i'm not on the beach so i tell them that there is no law in the school rule book on how to sit and even if there is it doesn't apply on me since neither I nor one of my guardians have signed it XD that stupid book has so many loopholes i mean even the section about the school uniform has a loophole the size of a small house it states that the student must wear a shirt with the school's emblem not the type of shirt or if it can have a picture on it so all we did was take a safety pin, run it through the the school's symbol and walla all shirts are now schools shirts.
Ok first question why would you need 60 email addresses (personally i can hardly manage the two i have)?
Wow you had 60 children and you killed 80% of them you're an evil mother! i will hunt you down and subjugate you to the torture of a thousand....(give me a minute here)turtles! yes that is a very horrible torture and you, L, will beg for mercy!!!!11godfgndfg
Ok now that you've glorified your report card this much i have to see it! and i'll be the judge of how exceptional the grades are (they better all be A+ for all the praises you're giving them).
Wait you're having mood swings and morning sickness? this is bad go start eating chocolate in huge amounts and jump on one leg all the way from the store while saying mumbo jumbo that only you can comprehend but if you really want to watch a good movie you should watch Salah Shabaty or Two fingers from Tzidon those are sweet movies i watched them when i was 10 and 16 the first time i plainly didn't get it but the second time it was somewhat sad and funny.
Ok your dad isn't an ESP using assassin, is he a plain Assassin? or maybe he's into boxing/wrestling or something like that (i'll get i eventually you know).
I use the ribbons to tie my hair because it plainly go so long i mean if i stretch it it'll reach nearly all the way down my back so i have to keep it wrapped up somehow i mean during gym i can plainly spin and hit someone with it and my beard is about 20 CM (7 inches), the ribbons are colored red yellow and rainbow and if somebody points at me and says i'm guy i just remind him that while he has a finger pointed at me he still has three pointed at him lol.
Wait in bike do you mean bicycle or motorcycle? (isn't that i change of subject on your end)
ok for the record i wouldn't help any drunk person i come across but come on these were the guys i share a class room with i was going to meet them three days later so i saw that as a way to earn some points.
Ok for the record not all my thoughts are dedicated to sex i wouldn't have assumed that you "slept" with you bike, that's plainly weird to say the least.
Wait who looked the same ? the high school girls (scream: BACK OFF ZED) or the predators? ok let me put it to you like this you adorable naive child there is such a thing called a fetish/ prevention/ hentai (Japanese rules) and these things come in all shapes and sizes (not to mention their rather weird at most cases) and they start somewhere around 1000 years ago in the east (that's where they found the earliest documentation of this thing and what they had then was foot binding; according to their cultural perception a woman's body wasn't measured by her face or figure but by the size of her feet so parents would literally bind their daughters feet to the point where bones were broken and the foot size was cut in half and the men back then liked it (i think that from our point of view this is weird but i guess that back then it was normal) today there are literally hundreds of different preventions (BDSM, foot worshiping (it lives on), underwear sniffing (something that was very common in Japan i read that they even had vending mechanise that sold the stuff, i can't even imagine that) and the list goes on and on to very weird peeks.
What's pourqoi?
No nothing happened between us it's just that i choose to plea the fith when it comes to my relationship (lets steer away from this issue ok?).
right from now on i Will remember that 2/10 is your birthday and i already have a birthday gift for you in mind (don't get worked up just yet) i don't know how proud should your mother be about her age i mean i'm not even allowed to ask how old is my grandmother (i think it has something to do with respect and women wanting to seem younger than they really are).
Wow this is a first a woman declaring she's easy what's next saying you're wasted as a mating call? but really try playing it a little hard to get at the very least that way you'll get something out of it.
You won't believe what happened during the English exam yesterday there's this part where we need to listen to the radio for a listening comprehension piece so we need to listen keep tuned so we don't miss it and for about 15 min straight all we heard was Kaveret, Beatles and our winning song from the euruvision of 1978 it was funny as hell.
Wait i think i remember Pinkpencile she joined around the time you did and you two were inseparable at the time.
And how long have you been grieving L sister Laura? (oh and thanks for spoiling the ending for me :( ) either way i'm pretty sure that it catholic since it definitely ain't Jewish we have very "short" mourning customs lasting from two years to the end of our lives XD (talk about remembering the dead).
06/18/08
L Perfection
Oh wow. That's a long ways away. My summer vacation will pretty much be over by the time yours starts. Bummer. :(
OMG! EXAMS! It killed me to hear the word. An 87 isn't bad for chemistry. :) How did the rest of them go?
Ha ha. I understand. I love that movie. I enjoy the Disney version the best. I think I might watch it tonight if I'm not on official business here. (I have a lot to catch up on around the Internet)
Yeah. That's rough. Actually, it's getting harder and harder to make time to see him with the gas prices over here being $4 and up. It's a shame. I've grown quite detached from my father. :( Um, I am not allowed to mention his job or I get yelled at by my mom so, in short, I guess I can say that he does a manual labor job. If that helps.
Aww! I was looking forward to reading it, too. Oh yeah, I have been hopping email addresses lately so whatever email address you have is probably deactivated. My new email address is: laura.robot.bleep@gmail.com. Sorry about that.
Ha ha. I'm sorry, Matan, for being unladylike. I've been trying to fix that lately (within the past two weeks of course), which means a lot of changes for me. I have to start matching my clothes and looking my best all the time. :/
A Bebe gun is basically like a gun, only the bullets are metal round balls, and they don't have much of an impact as a bullet would. I like Airsoft guns (like Bebe guns only with plastic Bebes) better because they won't be able to penetrate the body because of how weak they are. They're pretty rad too. I went to an Airsoft party with my sister's friends this time and it was interesting. I got it on tape, or so I thought. My sister lost the tape and I'm kinda angry about that right now. That information is pretty accurate about the guns, but I'm not a gun expert, so there may be some errors in my explanation.
Oh. Walking is more embarrassing. I'm not too kindhearted when it comes to people drinking when they know it's wrong, and they do anyways to get drunk and have fun. THERE ARE OTHER FORMS OF FUN BESIDES DRINKING! Now, I'm not implying that drinking is fun at all -- because it isn't. You don't have to drink, you know. I'm not drinking anymore because it does horrible things to my health and also because I get addicted to things like that easily.
Actually, I don't know. I had been asking him for weeks who he was related to and if he was related to anyone in your country, but he told me, and now it escapes me, but it's not in your country. He's a cool guy though. He has to be careful around some of the students though. There's a thing called "being too buddy buddy" with someone. One day, this kid was late for class and Mr. Duda locked him out of the classroom (he was being playful) and the student kept banging on the door and Mr. Duda finally let him in and said "You're late. Where's your pass?" and then he nudged the kid on the shoulder and the kid pushed him and said "Don't f*cking touch me." The kid got suspended of course, but still, Mr. Duda can be too buddy buddy sometimes. OMG! I remember one week he was looking up sexual predators with the rest of the girls (because I had an all girls study hall). It was hilarious.
Okay, have it you're way. I'm not one to be giving out advice right now. I'm having relationship problems myself. :( How are you and Oxana doing (if I may ask)?
Yeah, I guess that's kinda weird. I would say start using your other arm more.
Oh! Really? That means a lot to me. :) Especially since I've been really shitty to people these days. When is my birthday? I know yours is 28/11. It's okay, I don't know my mom's birthday. Ever since I was born, she told me that she was turning 29 again so I kinda forgot. She's still 29 even 12 years later. Ha ha.
Hmm... lately, I've been devoting my heart, soul, blood, sweat, and tears to my boyfriend. That's it. That is kinda scary because I could become dependent on him and I'd destroy the "Miss Independent" inside me. I was doing pretty well until temptation crossed my path. It's okay, I enjoy his company though. Anyways, I've been dieting a lot lately too. I hate it, but I have to do it. I can't say why because it's a feminine thing and you wouldn't like to hear about it. Trust me. I've also been enjoying summer. I have to stop getting hurt. One day I ran through the woods and I got cuts all over my feet and my legs and I could have had poison ivy (which is a blast to have you know -_-). Another day I got morning sickness, which was such a joy. Ugh. As of right now, I'm planning out my summer and cleaning up so I can be outside and not inside cleaning -- though I enjoy cleaning so much. Ha ha.
Ha ha. Alright. I think you're working on that still. I'll try to answer the front door. I never answer the front door or the phone for many reasons. I hate when creditors call too often. Once, a creditor called us every 20 minutes from 8:00 AM to 7:00 PM. I just wanted to unplug the phone by then! Not to mention the other people that call. Also, I can't use a telephone to save my life. Ha ha.
I thought they were pretty good. I like the lyrics too. They remind me of The Beatles, to tell you the truth. Speaking of music, I've been listening to a lot of Electronica, Pop/Powerpop, and Techno music lately. It's been driving me insane. I'm looking at the smaller bands. I usually go on this site to check out new artists: www.purevolume.com. Oh yeah, my favorite band's ex lead singer is out of jail and on the loose. Poor Ronnie. Sorry for the randomness, but I'm like that. I hope to hear from you soon, though I have been treating everyone like crap lately, but you've recently so I have a little hope. :)
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06/16/08
Hey Laura what's up?
i'm going to put you being late on two things:
1) you were at summer camp so you couldn't go online and check your profile.
2)there's time dilation bubble around the part of Pennsylvania you live in which makes time run about four point sixty five times slower making you need two and a half weeks to write a message.
which one of them is true?
expected to get a expected to get a Well since you bothered asking (*inner self goes ye..............s*) i had another chem exam that balanced that one (a perfect grade as i should get) and i went on to the final exam where i'm 95/100 which isn't that bad, my Arabic test was superb and i'm 97 and a 100 on both of them (there were two arabic tests not one i'll go into further detail if you'd like), i just came back from my English final exam but i think i'll do that one again next month.
Go watch the movie, you can always do official business time off is a rare thing these days (or at least for me).
Wow 4$ a gallon? that's way high i can see why you wouldn't be able to afford going to see him i'm sorry to say though that some of the blame goes over to my country since our minister of transportation/ former minster of defence said that we will attack Iran if it comes to it and that caused the oil prices to sky rocket but it's also a very ,very clever ploy by them because that way they make sure that they aren't attacked because they can just close the tap and we'll lose because tanks still need benzine.
YES now i know exactly what your Dad does: he's an ESP assassin killing all the criminals in Japan and he goes by the name "Right" (reference).
i'll send it to you ASAP.
Wow what a change, what's gotten to you all trying to be lady like? i mean i just turned even more horrendous; i stopped folding my beard into itself and now when it's in full length it reaches all the way down to my nipples and it's pointy now (kinda like a triangle) and my hair has grown so long i need to use 3 ribbons just to keep it under check.
You should be angry at your sister after all she recked something you needed.
Walking isn't embarrassing it gives the guys more time to sober up, but yeah my house as a zero tolerance for alcohol both my parents can't drink so we have no reason to have any and if they find some in the house get ready for a spanking because your gonna get one big one.
Sounds to me more like the student needs to learn how to respect his elders, over here being too buddy buddy with someone means your doing something that the Book forbids.
Why would you go looking for online predators? isn't that stupid i mean if you go looking for trouble you'll find them and probably not like it.
Of course you can ask how things are going between me and Oxana, in fact you should ask that question and i can choose not to answer that question.
Laura's got a boyfriend, Laura's got a boyfriend la la la la la.
Yeah i guess i should learn how to use my left hand and arm instead of my right that way i'll be able to use both of them for writing and drawing, sweet!
Yes, i would like to know when were you born (please write day/month so i won't get confused) my mom is a lot older than yours apparently since i'm pretty sure that mine is around 52 years old (i'll have to check with her) and i know she was born somewhere in the summer.
Hold it, HOLD EVERYTHING! Laura last time i checked you said you'd wait until you were 16 till you started dating and up until now all i've been hearing is that your still not interested in boys so what made you change like that all of a sudden?
i'm glad to hear that you like him at that you enjoy his company but remember that boys are primal beings (trust me i know) and that you shouldn't go too far for the first piece of meat that crosses your way.
Yeah i got hurt last week during PE class, we were playing football and i crashed straight into this oger like being and dislocated my shoulder (not the way i usually do) and i was painful later on that week during the same game i fell and cut all my knees up right to the bone i needed stitches and painkillers (i fear i am becoming an addict to those), and that reminds me that one time why back when i was 12 i ran into what i thought was a high grass field without a shirt, what i didn't know was that poison ivy in Israel can look really like really tall grass i was in pain for weeks (not to mention the anti allergy shots man did those hurt).
Kaveret members grew up on the Beatels so i wouldn't be surprised if they sound alike, if the music is driving you insane and i guess you value your sanity you should stop listening to the music.
PS
is this close enough?
oh and i started watching Death Note so now plenty of things seem make sense now and i've been affected by it i can't stop sitting like L it's just too much fun, i've also managed to figure a few things about the show:
1) Light is alot dumber than L
2) Light is incompetent and not as smart as he thinks
3) Without Ryuk Light would have been captured a long time ago
4) Light has no principles since after losing his memories he said he wouldn't do any of the things he did as Kira but i know that he'll continue doing them after he regains his memory.
06/17/08
L Perfection
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06/16/08
Light Zukashi
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05/25/08
twizzy
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05/22/08
L Perfection
This weekend is alright, thank you. I'm just a little concerned about a great many things that are going on in my life as of now. =/ How about yourself?
Lol. I judged from that obvious sarcasm that you definitely don't want to take those exams again. I'm sure no one would. I definitely don't wanna take the PSSAs or the 4-Sights again, but I have to take them again in due time. Anyways, have you ever seen or read Alice in Wonderland? That's where I got the unbirthday thing. Every day that is not your birthday is your unbirthday. So you pretty much have 364-365 (365 was obviously leap year) unbirthdays and only one birthday. =]
No, my parents are together and I'm very thankful after today's events that they aren't dead or divorced. I can't really explain all of the details because it's a family secret, but yeah, my dad commutes back and forth to work every day and as you can imagine by the gas prices, it's tough on all of us.
I can't trust that the old justice system is better, but that's just based off of my opinion, and you have your opinion of course. I see it as God gives everyone a second chance, even a murderer.
Goodness, based off of what you just said, I definitely don't want a military job. It's a tough life. =[
Wow, what an interesting way to die. Lol. Oh yeah, I look forward to reading your second chapter to your story. It took a while, but you've been busy, I understand.
Lol. Yeah. Thanks for getting the name right, but I feel I should have flipped out on you for that. I was probably on my period or something. Ha ha. Ew... ANYWAYS, I guess I should look a little more presentable when I go out in public. It was wrong of me to do that. =[ I don't know what happened at that party exactly, but apparently they were playing with Bebe guns and they all had fun.
Oh I see. You're the responsible one or the one that sticks around at the party and drives the drunks home. Lol. I would be the less responsible one and drink, but not anymore. Alcohol kills your brain cells and ruins your liver. I'd like to have my brain cells and my liver in healthy condition! No more beer pong. ='[
Actually, there is a Jew that lives in my town. I love him. He has the awesomest last name ever! His name is Mr. Duda. He's really nice, but he gets into a lot of trouble. I've heard that one kid was late for class and he locked the kid out and the kid flipped him off and then they started pushing each other and the kid got suspended. Substitute teachers. You gotta love 'em.
Well, from what you just explained to me, I think that you'll do excellent on that test or whatever it is you're being tested on. ^.^
I don't really like the concept of a half boyfriend/girlfriend. I think you should be committed to the one you had first, or it isn't love and if it isn't love, you should break up with that person because the relationship is clearly going no where but downhill if you do that. In that case, I'd probably go out with the half boyfriend/girlfriend that I was interested in. That's what I think is best. If that doesn't work out, just keep looking. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Oxana sounds like she'd make a wonderful girlfriend for you. =3
I didn't quite get what you were referring to with your "was what I did right?" question, but if it was the thing about one side of your body being bigger than the other, I wouldn't really know... Lol. The human body is never the same. One side can be bigger than the other. A couple of weeks ago in art I was studying the human face and the human face is not the same as it is on both sides at all even though it looks like it is.
Wow. Little kids these days. They just don't get anything or care for that matter. I wouldn't be that angry if someone took my Nokia whatever-the-long-series-of-numbers-make-it-is, but once I get a new phone in September, I'd really be upset, maybe. Lol. You'd help me get my phone back, right?
I think you handled the situation just fine. I mean, you got the girl's phone back and the boy got scolded for what he did. =]
Once again my friend, I'm sorry about the late reply. I hope to hear from you soon. I don't know if you wanna know what I've been up to lately, so I kinda left it out. ^.^;
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05/17/08
well hello there stranger mind you telling exactly who you are and what are your intentions(JK)?
*Yeah go Laura hope you'll have a blast during your summer break (i know i'm counting the seconds until mine well start) but unfortunately that will have to wait for about two and a half months (the 7/18) until then i'm stuck with the old ball and chain dragging me down to hell.
*Since you asked my life is going down in a free style swan dive straight into a dry lake while being tied up in a straight jacket (which i can get out of if i like) and about 400 pounds of led shackles all over my body (too bad i can just squeeze through them) i got some of my test results i got an 87 on chemistry and history the final exams on both of them are next week and my final grade will be a combination of those grades and what i'll get on the exams divided by two.
*Ok i won't make you take those horrible tests again (guess i'm going to have to get a new henchwoman masochistic enough to do it again), yes i have read and watched Alice in wonderland but that was a rather long time ago about when i was twelve, so i have a fairly good reason for not remembering (i think i watched the Disney edition of the book).
*i know what you mean when you say 'commutes back and forth' my dad had to do the same thing while he was working in the army sometimes we wouldn't see him for weeks on end (planes really need high up keep i guess) and his base is half way across the country (about 120 miles away) and you really don't want three kids in the back of a car for the length of the ride, but you say your dad job is a secret, time to elaborate!hahahahha (diabolical evil laugh but really you've just peek my curiosity.
*yeah apparently there's been a delay in the chapter release date for about two months and a half + 3 days 'we ask for your forgiveness but the one man writing and scripting crew has fallen ill and will not be able to launch on the given date' (note on the door of a publishers office).
*There will be no speaking of a period PLEASE that one word strikes more fear in me than an angry redneck with a shotgun and moonshine i can't explain it but it does, about your problem with going out in public with the right cloths i don't think i can help you there since i can hardly match black pants with a black shirt and not get them on the wrong body parts (i never knew wearing pants on your head makes you look like a very tall elf)
*what are Bebe guns?
*For the record no i don't drive people home i just walk them (me not having a drivers licence yet kind of shoots down the idea of me driving, that and the fact that i don't have a car), i trust you well enough L i know that you wouldn't be among the drinkers, i don't drink because it makes me act like an idiot and because i get drunk really fast because of my small body so the maximum amount of alcohol that goes into my body on a weekly bases is a tiny sip on Friday evening and that's just wine (i can't even stand the taste yuk) maybe someday in the future i'll have a bigger body mass and be able to take a glass in but no more i value my life too much.
All of this reminds me that one day i saw on TV a guy who wanted to be a cop but he got the test scores too high and he could only be a lawyer (it was in The Naked Truth with Mikel Mor i think) so they decided to get the guy's test scores down and they gave him like three kegs of beer and they gave him some extra TV time so more of his brain cells will die, eventually he got the perfect score but they still didn't let him be a cop because it was his second test XD.
*Wow a Mr. Duda that's funky i have a guy in one of my classes that has that last name maybe they're related go figure, he sounds like a really stand up kind of guy (but i don't really have plenty to go on here) and i love sub teachers they're great (my mom being one kind of makes me opinionated but that's a different story).
*Thank you hope you'll do well on your exams whenever they come.
*I have no idea what you just wrote about me and Oxana so i'll just smile and nod.
*i know that the human body doesn't have perfect symmetry (the fact is most people find that very disgusting when they do see a face that has complete symmetry) but i'm talking about having and arm that's about 1.5 times bigger than the other it's not right.
*Of course i'd help you get your cell phone back i know you better than most of the people in my class i even remember your birthday (i don't even remember my older brother's Bday for the record).
*i want to know everything you've done lately (as long as you're ok with telling me, i mean i don't want to force you of anything) and if you're wandering what i've been up to lately check the Gallery for my latest work (i made it when a few of my classes got canceled).
hope to read from you ASAP M
PS
don't be too surprised if one day a few years from now you'll open your door to a complete stranger with a funny accent, a long beard and hair with a guitar strapped to his back who happens to know about you more than he should (guess who?)
and one last thing i want you to listne to these two songs (the first one is in hebrew later one is in english but please listen to both of them):
1) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRGRXCDZJ9A&feature=related
2) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKoPPXeGMmE&feature=related
now this is how it should have sounded like if it were translated properly (some of the lyrics were changed but i think i managed to keep the original meaning):
Natati la Khaiai/ Pogi (Matan nawi's translation)
From the very dawn of history
when the world existed but just in theory
the time was always noon
probbly because they didn't have a moon
and they used to argue over the location of every constalation
Still one thing stayed the same
though back then it didn't have a name
it strikes fear,
when it's here
and this is how it goes
(chorus)
I gave her my life
i fell to my knees
believe me there's no plee
she was kidding and i got hurt
(i just couldn't make that part rime)
Since then plenty of brigges crussed the water
and so many men had turned into a marter
they still didn't know what a globe looked like
squar, round or what it felt like
but one thing they knew for sure
and for that there's no cure
if she said no
i'll have to go
I gave her my life
i fell to my knees
believe me there's no Pelee
she was kidding and i got hurt
Today you'll find that the topic is still open for disscution
that is when it doesn't cause too much distruction
this guy says he's running out of sky
when there's enough air for another contry or two to come by
maybe there's still something we can do
if we'll both want to we'll come through
she just ate us through every date (in background: it's hard for her)
I gave her my life
i fell to my knees
believe me there's no plee
she was kidding and i got hurt
(repeat three times)
i gave her
yes i gave her
i gave her
i gave her my life
end
not that bad considering we sent them to lose and they got sixth place
05/28/08
twizzy
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05/09/08
Polarismad91
-Yeah, I think its called holidays in general. Only a few actually ask you to do something real.
-Yeah, I break allot of my equipment, I have about 5 broken headphones at least, not to mention all the other stuff. No, I still use my ancient PC from 2001/2002. Meh, as long as it works I'm ok.
-Its not as much emotional depth and shit that everything else has just to make a person fell along with a char, just giving them more depth in whole. Way of thinking and the alike. The demons and angels had to go because its overused, stereotypical and not to mention boring. I actually wanted to give out a plot that wouldn't directly state "zomg the bible is a lie" or "zomg the bible( by bible I mean "god" and all that crap you read in any religious book) is right!11" (Neon Genesis Evangelion Anyone?) but to leave it to the reader to actually decide what he/she is going to believe etc. The characters all have "zomg past bonds", even tho I change them every now and then.
-Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not all that motivated to draw the roman woman and have been delaying it for quite some time now, but I did stay up to 3-4 am just so I could finish a work. Since I'm drawing this for school, I have little motivation in me.
-Latin, the dead language of teh romanz.
-I already have too much free time, I just get bored when taking anything up. But the latin teacher convinced the math teacher (or the other way around) to make me draw another 2m drawing for em in exchange for a great deal of easing up on what I need to learn.
-Its not really disturbing as a phrase since I'm sad to say I've seen/read/been to worst places than you can sum up in words. Yay internet.
-Yes, I know, and he does know how to play a acoustic. He really kicks ass.
-Thats the difference between you and me, you draw for fun, I draw because its the only passion in life I have. Wouldn't you feel the urge to improve the one thing you want to do with your life?
-Well, I don't have much to say except for "keep on trucking", I'm guessing its hard to study for school. I lack any real motivation whatsoever (as mentioned before)...
-Yes. Also, already given you my email at the start of this reply, I expect a reply on it in due time. At least it will be more of a private conversation than leaving goddamn comments that anyone can read.
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05/07/08
Polarismad91
I spilled coffee and loads of stuff, but never thought tea would finish it.
Neh, I kicked out angels/demons, its overused, and added more "DEEP" stuff and shit. Expanded the characters and their bio etc, and hell, I even drew a character. I uploaded it to MC I think.
I didn't draw it at once of course, it took a week or two really. Right now I'm drawing a Roman woman so the Latin teacher can pull me off a D from math, but already said that. Still, feeling like crap lately, can't get myself motivated.
Most people who would read the frank comment would think you're gay or something. But I know what you mean, guitars need to be maintained. Also, look out not to break it.
I don't think I could make myself love a guitar as much as I love drawing and to some extent writing. I know I could get girls/be cool/etc but if people don't like me for what I am, screw them. Also, he has a electric guitar, but he manages quite fine with a acoustic one as well.
There are males as well. There are easy poses as well, and this is the best way to practice, well, better than "trial by error" aka drawing from your head and then looking and guessing where you did wrong.
No, if you live in Israel you are probably the same hour zone or maybe one or two away from me, so yeah, we're pretty much aligned.
I hope you passed everything well.
-Also, suggest anything you can for a new way of talking to each other, even over E-mail. I'm turning this account off as soon as I can.
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05/02/08
quoting myself when i say "Lazy people for the win" we should get our own day where we don't do nothing to commemorate our laziness that saves the world from being an overly efficient machine that has no stop i say it should be the 2nd of may right after labor day it would be fantastic, show me one person that won't love the irony, i'm counting the seconds till the half marker of the summer than i get to start having my vacation (god damn final exams).
Dude i am never going to let you anywhere near my computer, you're just too much of a hazerd, coffee, juise and tea what's next you? using the keyboard to put out fires? the screen as aromr plating? that reminds me to ask, are you still using that old computer or have you gotten a new one and forgot to tell me about it?
OK i get the making the charcters have emotional deph and everything i had to think of a plot and history for every character whitch means past, motives, past training, and a shitload of emotional chips on their shoulders, but what i don't get is why did the angels and deamons had to go? you could have added motives and past bonds between some of the characters stuff like that and it would have made one hell of a manga with plot included not just stick people doing great fight scences (my older brother's words about my first story), i looked all over MC and i can't find any drawing that might fit what should be your manga try sending me a link.
Too bad it would have been great yet somewhat demnted and disterbing if you would have drawn it at one go, that would have ment you have great stamina when you're motivated (like me when you put a 20$ bill infront of me while i'm on a tredmill my GYM teacher said he's never seen any one run for that long with his own eyes).
When you say Latin you mean that dead languge that no one has actually spoken it for god knows how long not english because over here that's pretty much the same our teacher teaches about three languges (english latin and french) so we can't really tel what's saying and the fact that she tends to mix all those up along side with hebrew so we always carry a molty purpose dictionary, and to top that all off she's my home room teacher so i have to see her for about 12 hours a week.
Can't get yourself motivated huh? well have no fear i'm here and here's an insedative for you IT WILL GIVE YOU FREE TIME!!! do you have any idea how much would i gave to have that? it's the rarest comadaty in my school (we sell and buy homework and thus give people time we make loads of cash) wait how's your latin teacher going to give you a D in the math are the twoteachers one and the same?
Yes indead most people who would read the what i talk about Frank would think that i'm gay but on the other hand most people don't know nothing about anything so i think that i'm ok, of course i'm careful while i'm touching him i wouldn't want his fragile body to break on me it would be a terriable shame
(how's that for a sexually ambigues phrase).
Of course you can't love playing an instroment as much as you love drawing, for all men there is always one true love and in your case i tend to believe that's drawing but it can always come off second, well if he has an electric guitar it would make sence though playing a real acoustic guitar is somewhat diffrent because of the shorter thicker neck and lighter body acoustic guitars have and the thikness of the stringes can be an issue sometimes because of the finger pain.
Dude i'm not saying i'm playing with Frank because i want to be cool or have chicks all over me (but it's a great added bounse if you ask me) i play because i love playing not for any other reason.
Trail and error might not be the best way (ok it's probbly the wrost way) but it's fun so i feel i shouhld use it because i draw to have fun not for any other reason.
Yeah the test was alright i only got a fucking 95 so i'm happy but now comes the hard part i'm going to get tons of exams form here to the midddle of the summer, this is the point where the going really gets tough and i have to get a whole lot tougher if i want to make it so don't expect to hear from me for a really REALLY LONG WHILE i'm talking about something like the 17th of the 7th i have all my final exams bottled up to these three months and i'm going to have to sit on my butt and study hard (these are the exams i can't afford to screw up the next go is 6 months from now and it's going to be twise as hard) but after that it's somve sailing for me for a month and a half.
For our little communication issue i assume that we have each others e mails it's not going to be a real problem to use that as a means of communication and even if you don't have mine it's not like it's going to be that hard to give it to you but if you close this account doesn't that mean that you won't be a member of MC anymore?
05/06/08